• Please stop scaring yourself when you feel different out of a sudden. This is an engagement not like any other relationships you were in. It is supposed to be different!
• And please dear dear kepala otak of Shof, stop thinking of scary complicating stuffs, that will leave you with unanswered questions from nonsense thoughts you managed to come out with, in less than a minute or so. Try positive thinking. Think happy thoughts. Think of that new coach bag. *grinz*
• Please please stop being obsessed with your weight too. I know you are getting married in less than 6 months, but 43kg is a good enough weight okay. If you loose two more kg, i think you will loose a cup size. *faints* No, your thighs are fine, and yes, you have a child-bearing hips.
• Please stop being particular of looking good all the time. It doesnt matter if your loreal blusher doesnt go with your cheapo lipgloss, or your t-shirt doesnt go with your slippers or your hair-clips doesnt go with your dressing-theme-of-the day.And no, your hair doesnt have to be straight all the time. Its either you bun it up or stop complaining bout the hot weather can?

Oh well, the few things out of a dozen, i would love to tell myself this week. I dont know i can freak myself out at times.

And yes baby, we are okay. :)

Thank you for holding my hands through many times like this. I know i havent been much of myself lately. But you keep on being patient and loving ALL the time. *muacks*

Oh well, im in love with the Steady One. hur hur.