On an emotional coaster ride.
And i hate it when i cnt blame my foul and merepek mood on my PMS.(coz its over like 3 days ago)
And i am feeling the lowest of low for no reason.
Down.
Unhappy.
Alone.
What a perfect combination for the exam period.
I need a breather.
Things going round and round and on and on so fast.
I wna be all smiley again.
And for once stop thinking of the past and the future.
I wna live(without worries) for the moment.
writtern @11:52 PM
i need a break. (and a new hp)
Exhausted.Tired.Drained.
One more week to go.
3 big obstacles to get over n done with.
Im just too tired of running. Again and again.
What a vicious cycle this is.
writtern @11:35 AM
I know i promised more photos n stories of along's wedding, but i cant help but side track abit for today..
So i spent yet another day at home. Studying(ok, it was 3/4 of my time studying)
Not realli an achievement of coz, as i know I can never study in peace at home. There will always be a "kakti, hadi/haikal lapar", or "siti, bikinkan ayah air teh", or "anak, ibunya tangan sakit. Picit sikit boleh?". Yupz2, everybody just screaming for attention from me. Ape dah. Kalau my ibu ayah tu, me paham2 lah sikit. Tapi my dua beradik ni manja giler to the max. Gi kahwin sekarang bagus. Dahlah cerewet makan, tak tahu bikin air sendiri. Nasib baik me dah stop suapkan makan. Tak senonoh betul. Hah, biar mati bini2 dorang pulak. Muahaha..
Heh, so last nite i went over to Love's house. His sis picked me n hadi up. So at his house, we did the video recording thingy for his sis wedding. There's the interviewing of Love's parents, nyayi, aunts n uncles. Haha.. And yes, they were kecoh. And i love my bakal-mummy-mertua nya cooking. Yum2.. *smilez*..
And the funniest (and flattering) moment was when his nyayi, out of the blue, came to me and touched my chin playfully and said, "Ni dia ni, lawaaaa nye." . I was taken aback. And i just smiled. And she said. "Betulnya lawa.". Apa lagi, punyalah flattered. Haha.
The whole session ended ard 11pm. We left the house with a full stomach.
Oh, the best part for that nite was when me, Love, my bro Hadi and his sis sat on the table brainstorming for questions to be asked for the interview..
Amidst the hectic brainstorming session and each n everyone wanting their opinions to be considered..
Hadi : Eh, but im the video cameraman. I knw wat questions good for wat shoots.
Love : Ya, but im the producer. I say which qns approved or not.
His sis : Yarrrrr, and im the client. Its 4 my wedding, i have a big say mah.
Me : Kept quiet.. ( to myself : takkan aku nak jadi make up artist pulak?)
Me *smile2* and look at Love, WHEN i saw that cheeky expression he had, especially when he has something S-M-A-R-T and F-U-N-N-Y to say. (well to him at least)
Love : And she's(looking at me) the makeup artist who sleeps her way to the top.
WTF!!
writtern @9:13 PM
Along's wedding went smoothly.
And of coz, she was drop dead gorgeous.
Thanx to those who came, Yana and gang , love u all many2.
And to Ain n Bai, both of u gerek nak mampos. Thanx for coming down 2 days in a row. To shahid and fadhli, tak sangka jugak korang datang ye. *smilez*
Oh yup, tanx to u 2 adigun!
Here's the pixies for both days. Uploading a few onli.
The gubahan done by Along n ibu. The decor of the bilik done by Ayah.
Yup, my dad works wonders. *grinz* 
Pelamin in my house
The sidetable. Simply gorgeous.
The decor
The elegant pelamin with the sleek chandelier
As usual, the photo of us, im always the beauty. Hehe.
Too bad he worked his ass off (sampai berpeluh2) for both days straight, sampai penat giler. Cayang my baby.
My love on a saturday...
Sneak-peek of darling Along. Yupz, she's a princess.
Abg Ahmad sebelum the akad nikah. Boleh tahan senyum.. lolz
This is just a few seconds away, before my dad n him sat lutut-to-lutut, and my dad angkatkan nikah. And abang ahmad did it just once and its perfectly clear. Alhamdulillah.
His smile says it all. *winks*
Selamat pengantin baru
Just haf to love this photo. The essence of siblings-hood. And now my house is filled with more testosterones, oops i mean one more man. haha.
This is after all the best picture of all.. Us with my parents. Not yet my hubby, but he is definitely a part of my family already.
Along, me, Ain and bai.. Nice! Love you babes always. I can definitely picture this pic on the night of my nikah pulak .. haha (berangan.. tsk tsk)
More pixies up later, or tomorrow. Haf to study today, before zipping off to Love's videocam session for his sis wedding pulak.
writtern @10:43 AM
touched
U were gone for days. U missed home. U missed your loved ones.
But u made it a point to see me.Make me the 1st person u spend time with.
Straightaway after u reached spore.
And then, u came down again, right after you sent me home.
To help my family with the preparations for Along's wedding.
Knowing how tired you are physically and mentally today.
Knowing how much you want to rest and take a good long shower.
But u made time for my family.
And you cancelled your plans with your friends , to help my family out.
I know my ayah and brothers were very pleased and appreciative about it.
And i am touched.
No amount of words could describe how grateful i am.
Thank you.
Simple actions,but meant a whole world to me and them
Amazing. *smilez*
writtern @1:05 AM
Haf to love the weekends.
Saturday was spent at Hougang, one of his friend got married. The couple look adorably sweet together. And that Mak Andam, is a simply must get! haha..
Sunday was beautiful and perfect. I had decided to celebrate our engagement anniversary though it falls on the 9th. I am proud to say that I, Siti Shofurah Bte Rahmad, did all the planning since darling Fiance of mine doesnt initiates it, and of coz, becoz i simply wna surprise him. *beams*
In all, it was perfect. Every single minute of it. And i am certainly left breathless by the end of the day. *smilez*
Let the pixies do the talking ait..
youre-15min-late look
that cheeky smile
After half an hour, and also after i forgot that he was late just now.....
the all-smiley-us
In the evening: At vivocity, when we found out that the tixs left for The Prestige were the $30 ones, we decided to take a short boat trip instead.. haha
the beautiful Coach Lady
The true couple. perfecto!
At night : The perfect Italian dinner at esplanade mall. Great ambience. Good food. Nice bill.
my preety boy's preety smile
i know, im cool like that.*winks*
Simply....Happy.contented.blissful.blessed.gratified.ecstatic.loved.in love.
May Allah bless our relationship. Insya Allah.
writtern @4:17 PM
I am seriously in excruciating pain. The sheer agony of losing something so dear and precious to u can never be truly explained or felt by others.
3 of them lost, this morning.
Three gorgeous and preety expensives shoes.
Knowing how much a shoe and bag lover I am. Definitely i'll buy them from unique shops where I can honestly bet only less than 5 are the lucky ones to wear them.
FARK.
Hilang siul kasut aku. tiga-tiga skali pagi ni. Bukak pintu nak gi skola, nampak sume hilang. Dah tercegat mcm orang bodoh kat depan rumah. Cari punya cari takda. Nangis macam nak mampos lepas tu. Adik aku punya muka pun mcm nak nangis tengok aku nangis, cemik-sememik. Aku dah tak tahu apa nak buat, call laki aku kat jkt. Tak peduli dia busy ke tak busy. Nasib baik lah dia pandai sejukkan hati.
Watever it is aku masih bingit ah. Nampak sah pompuan2 bukan sporean yang curi ah. Sape lagi boleh pakai size 4-5 nye kasut. Kalau kasut murah takpe. Taknak curi seliper ke boot bapak aku ke. Kasut cute2 aku jugak dia curi. Macam khinzir lah .
Argh, geramnye.
At least aku happi aku dah come up with a plan(not forgetting also that the pencuri will burn blardy long in hell) . It goes in this order..
1) Round every tingkat, tengok kalau kasut aku ada kat depan pintu dorang tak.
2) Tak tido ni malam, duk sebelah pintu, keep a look out for potential sialnye pencuri.
3) Eye sume org suspiciously for the rest of my life living here. Kalau nampak org pakai kasut mcm aku, pijak kaki dia dulu baru tanya kalau dia curi ke tak.
4) Doakan dia dapat kurap kat tangan.
If all else fails, that is if i still cnt find the pencuri or if i cant get 3 better substitutes for my previous shoes,
only then it will be my pleasure to simply settle nanti kat akhirat.
writtern @3:15 PM
i cant wait to finish school today..
coz later....
i have a d-a-t-e.....
with Love in town. *bouncing up n down*
Been ages since the last time i went there. Town can bore me at times(especially since i knOw of much2 better places to go on dates, tanx to Love of coz), except for the fact that i can still get sesat(when im alone) there, which to me, never fails to give me the guilty pleasures. hehe.
But then, since i will be dragging my ass down there, from school, and with my self-obsessions to still look good/primp n proper and sexy/hot giler,not be sesat and definitely not late, I shall succumb to my own desperation need to surf the website www.streetdirectory.com.sg.. *winks*.. haha..
I just lurrrrrve the technology,
and also due to the fact that i am simply not IT-bimbo.
lalala..
writtern @3:47 PM
