Lepaskan rindu today.. hehe. Since i couldnt pick him up the day before coz he landed ard 1-ish am.. So i "redeemed" myself today. Skipped genes&soci lecture to spend the whole afternoon togeda.. He came back with alot of gifts. So sweet of him to think of my family too.. I love today. It was perfect and worth it, left me smiling all the way..
Ooh, and i was happy to finally spot baby's selengerness. The night before he returned, i sent him an email with an attachment, which is a poem.. N apparently, one of our conversation juz now was about my email. N he told me he din get wat i was trying to say. I thot he was talking about my poem, but then i got to know he was referring to the msg in the email, and he din even know there's an attachment.. haiyah, selenger jugak matair aku ni. Baru nak buat mcm case romantic gitu.. And it ended up with me telling him to download the attachment coz i sent him a poem.. blehz..
I cant wait for weekend.... gonna be fun.. i cn feel the excitement now.. *smilez*
On a sidenote, i tink my body's biological clock is going haywire.. i noticed that once i past 1ish am (thats the time im the sleepiest), i couldnt sleep anymore.. n i can go on till subuh.. I know its good coz i cn spend more time studying.. but its scary at the same time too. Im scared my body juz gonna break down during my exams.. hopefully not. Now, i kinda force myself to sleep (which never happen before). I tink im in a stress phase at the moment. Life's hectic. Im juz thankful to Allah, i haf baby to calm my nerves and shoo some of my probs away.
Talking bout us, things are smooth... too smooth that i find it weird or hard to believe. Its not like as if im asking for problems or watnots, but all the time i spent with him, i kept telling myself to pinch my own arms to see if this is real.. haiz.. better not think too much. All i knw is im grateful that he's a part of my life now.
On a much chirpier n happier note... finally got my Italia jacket! woooohoooooooo
Cant believe he remembered one of our first few dating convo , where I told him bout how i love to haf my own Italian jersey or jacket and ive been wanting one since sec school.
And so much for telling him not to get me anything from HongKong. Maybe i should use reverse psychology, like emailing him a list of 1001 items i want him to get for me, most prob he wont buy me a thing.. haha.
Ooh, and green cheongsam is kinda hot too.. Too bad i cant wear it to school.. Not that i mind, but i had promised im gonna wear that for his company's functions.. I tink he wants me to wear it for HIS EYES only.
Im blessed peepz.. Seriously, there arent many guys who can tell u r beautiful even without ur make up on and when u r perspiring like some magical waterfall at the same time.. and thats juz one of a dozen reasons, which includes "coz im worth it" t00. heh.
Aniway, I hope U find urs too.
In a freaking coding mode.. boohoo
So here we are 4 girls with 4 lappies.. haha.
okay, plus 2 extra monkeys..
We girls are freaking hungry..
Settled with MacD..
Now we were contemplating whether to pay for Mudd's meal l, juz because he will be buying the meals for us.. hurhur.. tak tahu malu. blehz. But thats mudd. so wat the heck.
Paid him at last.
Guess we'll be coding till 10 tonite.. n maybe fri too.. hmm.. most prob on sat.. sun.. mon..tues.. argh. whole of next week pun bagus..(ok2.. im exaggerating)..
Ooh.. i took a few snapshots of my babe coders.. n munkey mudd oso(but no bob)..
hah.. so here's our after 10 hrs of coding.. enjoy!
Nisz and Fa
Khai( my SOC lesbi partner.. yupz, got a thing for tudung girls *winks*)
mudd, the horny guy.
and me.. the geek in the pink (Solvilet Titus)
Yesterday was the first ever "withdrawal syndrome" i went through.. Guess what he said was true. Im beginning to feel attached to him. blehz. I hate it when he's right. So there i was in school.. Feeling so down n lousy and the shittiest moment was during Software Eng tutorial. My face was blardy cramp. Duh! He hadnt msg me at all, neither call. Its not that i dont understand he is busy settling stuffs in a day or the phone rate is freaking ex and all, but its just at SOME POINT OF TIME, that my mind and my heart dont go togeda, and i ended up being unrealistic and turned into THAT "clingy-ooh-i-cant-live-w/o-u-by-my-side girl". Arghhhh damn it! So straight after lunch(din even finish my food), went straight home. I was so glad my dearie Ain called me while im in the bus. N i went on n on n whined n complained to her. And we ended up giggling.. haha..
Once i reached home, theres ibu to hear my nonsensical rant this time. I was amazed she "entertained" my nonsense. Hurhur. I guess when ur parents(yups including my dad know bout baby too) come to accept and not in denial(especially my dad) bout ur daughter not being a little girl no more, u tend to open up and seek help or discuss or share many things with them..
The funny thing that happened during my convo with ibu, i was telling her that i think he forgets bout me and all, and then.... i got a call from him. Haha.. Was bouncing on my seat while talking to him. hehehe.. such a coincidence.. But i got quite irritated when he's not impressed with my "withdrawal syndrome". What was he expecting? I jumped down from 16th storey to show how i miss him ar?? huh, dream on.. =P
Oh n he called me twice again that nite.. Phone conversation was short and sweet but worth it. One of the conversation was rite after i finished my Isyak prayer. I dashed to pick up the phone..
Him : Hello baby, what u doing?
Me : Me baru habis sholat isyak
Him : I love u
(awkward 1 min silence.. with me saying "erm.. okie" plus smiling2 to myself of course)
Him : n i know u love me too
Me : OKAY (rolling my eyes)
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*smilez*.. im still counting the days till he come home rite into my arms.. in the meantime, i always pray for his safety and all..
Ooh n about my dad.. HE KNOWS!! haha.. he was asking me, " so how sayang? ur life now?" I nearly choked on my own meegoreng.. Then i saw my whole family members grinning n smiling.. I was still resisting to tell him.. Then he said," Asal, malu? Why malu? Ayah mandikan kau waktu kecik lagi ada".. OK, tat was so uncool (but true)... so yeaps.. i told him everithing tat he needs to knw bout baby. He was impressed but maintained his coolness. But i knw deep deep deep down inside he FINALLY realised that his fav little girl is all grown up..
Theres nothing like spending a hot saturday afternoon in the air-conditioned YIH workspace, equipped with one humangous files + textbk, one whitey Toshee and tons of goodies bought from CHEERS.. well well well.. not forgetting bout my lovely guy by my side..
Baby going off 2moro morning.. sigh..
His work is a bitch..
But sometimes i feel like its a blessing in disguise..
Him being far far away.. n me can focus more on my studies n not forgetting the effect of making me go nuts missing him..
Met up everiday this week.. Crazy us.. haha.. Baby was nice to take one day off on Thursday. He picked me up from home ( he met my mom) , we ( plus Danish) went to have breakfast at Mac. Danish was super pemalu n din want to come near me at all.. That made us look like some "duda"- anak-satu-dating-"tai-tai" couple. blehz.. We got alot of stares. I din care. I enjoyed playing along. haha wicked!! Breakfast was followed by a movie ( minus Danish coz he couldnt wait to get rid of him). We watched V for Vendetta.. I couldnt get the story, oni a gist of it. Guess should haf read the comic first b4 watching. So I was blamed for picking a 'boring' movie to watch for the 2nd time.. blehz. Day ended with sup tulang at Beach Road.. yummy
Hmm.. Donno where we going later.. But i knw he is gonna work on one of his charms again. hurhur..I couldnt stop smiling and looking at him from the corner of my eye. Cant believe he made an effort to dress up (like finally), wearing baby blue long sleeves (its the long sleeves .. definitely!!).. Anwy, it wasnt that a big-a-deal. I truly enjoyed being the preety, all dressed-up-dollie significant other(major confession dok)..
Okie2.. gotta go. Someone's hungry..
Promise to blog bout wat we did this whole week.. heh
Nothing much..
Tests. Mugged. Stoned. Wait, wait and wait..
And then he is back..
Cant stop smiling..
I have him for 1 week this time.. yeay.. (b4 he goes to HongKong)
Well, i gave him up to the end of this year.. then we'll see how.
Bt for now, its a new chapter..
