Hell yeah. I finally got to carry that 13kg baby Zuzu. I thot never in my life would i be able to carry and walk around with that baby in my arms. Ain would have agreed on how adorably chubby and heavy that cutie is. And 2nite, i succeeded. Hah! I could see the grin on Love's forever "maintain" face seh. lolz.. Wait abit longer okay dearie.. Let me enjoy great sex for a compromised number of years and then, u'll have your own lil princes and princesses. *winks*
So just now was such an enjoyable nite. Minus-ing the hooha of getting ready, the guessing Faizad's block game and the spore's famous jam(even at 2nd link), everything was superb. So 2 contingent cars drove to jb. In Faizad's car, was him, his wifey, baby zuzu and Sis. And in Love's car was me and the engaged couple, Fiza and Hoirul. We stopped by Giant Perling first to allow Faizad and Family to shop for their groceries which includes the diapers. Me and Love was super duper hungry by then, so we bought cadbury cookies and ate first. After waiting for a dreadful 45min, we finally drove off to damai seafood village to eat. Ive never gone there before. Neither do Love. The drive in was kinda scary as it was pitch dark.
Once we arrived, we ordered a.s.a.p. I could see that everyone tengah kebulur. So we ordered tom yam seafood, black pepper beef, khailan wif ikan masin, tempura sotong, prawn and ikan kerapu cooked 3 flavours. It was a feast! I swear. And the food was just superb. So great food and great company. Everything was as i would have pictured a dinner with mature coupled frens would be. Oklah, minusing the horrible karaoke-ing by those people down there. I knew this Love of mine had the itch just now to just grab the mike and dedicate beautiful songs to his fiance-to-be, but hurhur, i'd rather have him singing for my ears only. * grinz *
The day ended with me super ngantuk. I think I was exactly like the python (ular sawa), dah kenyang terus tido. haha. And i could just sleep anywhere and anyhow i want, especially in baby's whitey. Amazing. And i was extremely ngantuk and mabuk that i was tipsy the whole journey back. And baby has the chix to say i was so sexy and i turned him on. tsk tsk tsk.. And for everything he had done that nite, i rewarded him with just a flying kiss and a great big hug. Duh, I was halfway to my own Lala Land already..
Oooh I cant wait till i get my pay next week. Then i can start doing what ive been wanting to do badly. If only i cn squeeze one month's tuitions in a week or so. haha. Ok fine , so now ive learned to be patient big time. *smiles*
And at last baby Love finally listens to me bout budgetting. Proud of my larling.. And I couldnt help smiling when i looked at those sketches in ur diary planner *beams*. If only i could see the rough budget sketches on the diamond ring. teehee..
writtern @1:35 AM
Juz reached home from a night out wif baby and his boys. Went to watch soccer at this coffee shop. The Italy vs Czech match. I was super focused that even baby was impressed and lil irritated. hah! And he kept saying Czech will somehow win. Oh baby, your love always get what she wants. *winkz*
Darling was such a gentleman today. Picked me up from home. haha. Normally i will just tell him to meet me downstairs, but for everytime he sent me home, he made it a must to send me straight to the door. This time round, he surprised everybody. I was shocked myself coz he din msg at all. Hehe.. And he, always make my mother smile2 sheepishly. lolz. Mothers' favourite man .. So yeah, rite after the game, he drove me straight home, no divertion in between. Alahai, this love of mine knows how to score big points from my parents.. *muakz*
Btw baby, that boy aint hot. Minyak wangi aje score point. Dia player maut ke player tonggang terbalik ke, ewww...*disgusted*
These past few days since baby got back, we had been spending time togeda every single day. Yeash, every single day. If it wasnt picking me up after tuition, it'll be late supper and soccer, or spending longer lunch time with me and amazingly, we even gotto go JB for sushi(where baby said i ate mcm kucing pasal tercomot) and secret recipe (we had chocolate indulgence cake.. ah yummy) .. yeah, lucky lucky me. And we also went to several new places to try different dishes. Ahh.. I love man who knows good food and enjoys it too! My Love is definitely the man. *beams*
Cant wait for 2moro. Gonna go JB wif faizad, syida and zuzu and possibly more of his frens. And i heard we gonna have satay. *yummy*
Aniway, someone put his/her nick as " im broke but happy". ape dah! taknak duit kasi me kan bagus. Tak senonoh betullah budak2 zaman sekarang ni.. tsk tsk tsk.
writtern @12:49 AM
He's back! woohoo..
Friday was splendid he came back in the afternoon and went straight for sholat jumaat. And since I had a pbm post mortem(which was super long overdued.. tsk tsk tsk), we met up a little later, kinda in the evening. Missed him like tons. But it wasnt possible for me to jump on top of him since me, him and Faizad had our tea time at Macs WestCoast. Then off to baby's home, where this Love of mine, dressed himself up for our date. Smart giler, so
"yummy + irresistable = cant get my eyes off him"
*grinz*
That nite was perfect. He worked his miracles as usual *winks*. Only difference was this time round, we ate the food i cooked. Kan nak save up for something s-p-e-c-i-a-l *blush2* . And we did planned to ta-bao food from home, for some days when we just wna sit and relax and eat scrumptious home cooked food. So we had sambal tumis udang and kangkung. I made it super pedas, but then again, my level of pedas-ness is nowhere near his. I knew I should haf blendered that satu guni of lada kering. hehe.. And he had my oreo cheesecake and brownies after that.. We had all this while watching soccer. And Argentinanye game punyalah baik seh. I love the 24-passes thingy. Felt kinda bad coz i think i wna support argentina lak. boohoo..
This weekend was awesome. And i got to meet up with my swiss gfs at sri's house and i watched scary movie 4.. yeah, hell yeah i watched that show at sri's house. And to tell you the truth, its super merapek and oddly disgusting and funny. Ok, not my kinda combo movie but it was good entertainment, not forgetting nice food and good company *winkz*.
Love this weekend. Though i haf 2 crappy days back to back, baby Love was there to layan me. The fact that he came straightaway to see me, when i called him and told him how "down" i was, and he sat for my nearly-an-hour crying + 21-yr-old rantings session, and knocked sense into me, telling me how wrong i was and then sent me home straightaway (when we planned to watch soccer matches together), just so that my parents wouldnt worry, made me appreciate him for being the respectable man he is . And to see that you listen to my needs, you understood it, you ponder bout how to "solve" it and then you made the efforts to make me happy(secara ikhlas), and you pushed to better-ed yourself and our relationship all in the name of US and for the sake of OUR future, has never failed to amaze me. You have my uttermost respect and undying love, i promise you. And insya allah, i wont let our efforts go down the drain.
Love you sayang. Knowing that im putting my life and future in your hands, for you to guide,protect and shower me with love, i sincerely believe, is the most right thing ive ever done in my life.
And Love, i did queued up outside the NTUC at 8 in the morning to buy that cheesecake ingredients to bake it the 2nd time in 2 consecutive days for you. Dont you just love me? *grinz*
writtern @12:49 AM
Sent an e-card in the morning. An interactive card with two cute kitties giving a smacking virtual kiss at the bottom of a preety big "Will you be my fiance?" bold(couldnt be underlined though) sentence. haha. But my darling love belum baca.. so yeah, gotta hint him big time. *grinz*
2 more days..
He'll be back in my arms. I cant wait to see him and shower him with loving and more loving and more and then more, until he suffocates big time. haha.. So im missing him big time lah. "Withdrawal syndrome" beribu kali seh.. Kalah romeo n juliet lah.hehe.. *smilez*
I told him how hard I pray for US all the time. I know we cannot just depend on love itself. Theres more to life than just love(money, 5Cs, big diamond ring and the list goes on and on) . We need HIM ultimately, for everything. I know that I need something concrete to hold on to and believe that US will last for a lifetime(Insya Allah). Praying for US, makes me feel calm and simply, happy. It gives me the comfort that US is heading somewhere(in this case, to a lifetime commitment). Most of the time, it makes me love and treasure US more.
I donno if im making complete sense here. I just cant stop feeling sorry and pitied those people who are in a relationship(and "unfortunately" in love) and they forget to show their gratitude to HIM. Din they know that the feeling of love itself is a gift from HIM up above?.. sigh sigh..
Just something ive been pondering these days ..
Aniway, dont forget to pray for your love ones ok?
Missing those smiles and laughter,
that twinkle in his eye.
Those lips of wine
and his loving, so divine.
Come home to me darling,
I'll hold u in my arms
Will feed to contentment, these feelings
and stop drowning in the sea of our miseries
Never forget we've reminded ourselves from time to time
that Im truly yours and u're forever mine.
writtern @12:37 AM
Okie shofie's back.. haha..
Been busy these week, but nonetheless im proud i got through it like a breeze.. So thurs was kinda hectic day. Two interviews, tuition and a meet-up session with Bai and Ain. So the interviews went well for one, a-ok for the other.. Prayed for the best though, coz i know i need it. Both or either. And tuition went well as usual. This time round the makcik karaoke sekejap then go baked cookies and muffins. Gave me a plateful. Heh.
7.30 met up with ain and bai around ain's place. Thought we gonna eat at mat's place or something. But we went to Banquet where me and bee ate Fish and chip, while poor Ain who's still sick, ate tofu. But tofu ngan sambal.. tsk tsk tsk..
So dinner was splendid. Got a hell lot of updates from bee. She can be my personal updater (if theres such a thing.. hehe).. So i know, who's pregnant, who's married, who's getting fatter, whos dumping who, who's with who, who wna be with who but takdapat etc etc.. It was kinda interesting, well actually, was VERY entertaining. haha.. And bai told a-z story bout her ex, which made me really believe that her ex is s-c-a-r-y. Thankful she's not with him now. Alhamdulillah. Thanks girls for the time. Will do this again, soon.
So last night was World Cup opening. Im all so hyped about it that i nearly forget to
1) call baby and talk to him 2) msg Ijan b4 he enters NS(luckily ain reminded me) 3) forgot to call Ain and asked bout the wedding dinner
tsk tsk tsk.. Me, the hantu bola in my family. It was funny to think that my bros and dad not into it as much as i am. Me so the semangat, that i went out at nite to stock up on chips and nuts and bottles of pepsi.. hurhur. Spent 20bucks for all. smangat seh. And i braved through the whole of last nite (well including Haikal too) watching both matches, calling Love in between. Cant wait for my Italy matches. and definitely cant wait to watch it with Love too. Haf big plans for the finals together.Hopefully he'll be in spore. *cross fingers and toes*
so 6more days to go..
Got a plan for friday... and he's expecting something from me. Well well, lets just say im gonna blow his mind away. dum-dee-dum-dee -dum.
PS : To know that you cried when you read my entries on what Love did, made me realised more and more how lucky I am that he's mine. Thanks for reminding me. *smilez*
writtern @11:37 AM
I'm truly sorry to the avid readers of this blog. This blog will go back as per normal after my interruption.
Let me introduce myself. I m lil angel's baby. I have been reading her blog since we got together and I think its about time I speak up. I m in love with sweetie. I have been searching for her all my life. I knew exactly how tall, fair, heavy, curvaceous,elegant,articulate,sopan, cool my future wife will be after 2 unsuccesful relationships. So I went thru 2 yrs of dating trashy gals and almost lose hope of finding THE ONE. Then she came along and took my breath away.
Our first date -
1st impression @ 7.30 pm: "Dis gal ain't trashy. Damn she looks good in levi's."
note to gals finding love out there: Invest in a good pair of levi's jeans. Definitely turn heads.
7.35pm: "Hmm.. I wonder if I can get her to go out with me again. Love the perfume."
2nd note to gals finding love : Use expensive perfume. Preferably Dior.
8.00pm: "She is actually cooler than me. Must get her. Must get her."
9.00pm: "My parents wud definitely love her. I wonder if her parents will like me."
10.00pm (evil thoughts) : "Now which move shud i use to get my goodnight kiss. Use the cool-laidback-smooth method ala johnny depp or the sweet-demure-goody-two-shoes method ala Tobey Maguire."
10.02pm: "Rejected!Rejected! Quick go into save-face mode!"
Note to guys finding love: Do no ask for kiss on first date. Unless of cos she is trashy. Den its fair game.
10.04pm:"Phew, luckily she bought that"
11.00pm:"I thank you god for giving me this woman who is both classy n likes alif food."
11.01pm:"Er, god if its not too much a hassle could you make dis beauty fall in love with me cos I think I have. I wanna make her my wife so thats a good thing right. Thanks.. I mean Amin."
Note to guys finding love:Don't be afraid to fall in love at first sight. Even though you are 5 yrs her senior, there are tons of guys going after her, you are in Jakarta 80% of your time and she just turn down your kiss.
11.30pm: "She has to go home.I want a 2nd date. I need to secure a 2nd date before I leave for Jakarta. Quick, quick gather the balls and ask her"
11.45pm: "Yeay. She said yes. I wonder how our kids would look like?"
I will write again hopefully on company time and if Jakarta can sustain a stable internet connection. And if she allows of course.
Note to guys finding love: I used the sweet demure method. Damn you Spiderman!
writtern @11:55 AM
Funny tuition day yesterday..
Got new assignment, near my old tuition.. I had it back to back. 5 to 6.30.. 7 to 9pm.. The first tuition, got me a lil sesat. I hate the lrt.. argh. So yeash, after asking like a dozen people( from apek to mats to pri school kids) i finally reached the block.. Took the lift to the 10th storey.. Cari2 the apartment unit 10-45.. looks easy, coz the rest of the neighbours are hardcore red bannered chinots.. so i walked towards the door.. Then i heard people karaoke-ing.. WTF.. me nak ada tuition, orang rumah karaoke!! So funny lah. I couldnt stop laughing.. Keep asking myself biar betul orang2 ni. hahah.. Gave Love a call, told him bout this.. Had a good laugh together as we heard them karaoke-ing..
So, nak taknak, i pressed the bell.. On the spot, lagu pun stopped..I tried my best to suppress my laughter, and it managed to turn into a funny kambing smile.. lol..The auntie let me in.. Then said, "Mari2, kita karaoke dulu".. I glared at her. Wtf was she serious? Yes. You damn rite she was. Paksa me duduk on her comfy sofa, gave me the mike and ask me to choose songs. Looked at the screen. All, siti nurhaliza songs.. Talked to myself "Cheh..No problemnye.. confirm boleh pass. Alah, tapi malu lah." So i told the auntie, "Alah cik, suara saya tak sedap. Saya dengar cik nyanyi tadi lagi sedap. Kalau saya nyanyi hujanlah cik. Tak bawak payung. hehe" So i sat there for like 15min of my tuition time, listened to her finish karaokeing.. Lolz.. gerek jugak the family.. And after that i started tuition. Such a breeze. Ok, i like this family alot.. n i know they like me too! confirm no nonsense..
After 1st tuition, went to the next one.. Was super duper hungry. Went BP Plaza 7eleven, but din buy anithing. Reached on time and as usual started tuition. My tutee was very tired.. She kept yawning like every 5mins. At first, me boleh lah tahan tak sangap. At last i did yawned too. And i yawned everytimed after she yawned.. DAMN. So i gave her like 10 questions to do, and i go did my own stuffs. Need to settle my planning n budgetting asap.. Dint look at her for like 10mins. When i turned to look at her, she was already snoring with her mouth wide open. I wna laugh but her dad was at the computer nearby. I tried to wake her up but she din. Nampak sah jenis org yg tido, bomb jatuh pun tak bangun..Haiyoh, lecehnye. I approached the dad and told him.. He juz smiled and told me to let her daughter sleeps and ajak me main Counter strike. Apa lagi seh.. Cepat2 tarik kerusi, and played with him.. haha.. Best lah. He is like 40+ but super cool. So i spent 1hr on tuition and the next 1hr on CS.. How lucky. Haha
By 9.10 i was on my way to lrt jelapang. I hate the fact that i kept going to the wrong platform. Leceh seh nak turun tangga, cross, naik tangga again.. blehz.. Tulah, dah sedap kena fetch pe.. Once in a while go home by myself, mesti lupa. Tsk tsk tsk.. All my way back, kept thinking of love.. sigh..
I miss him so much. Words cannot describe this feeling. I know, he is miserable too down there.And i know, i should be the ever so positive love that helps her baby feels better by telling him we are ok and everything will be fine and 10 days are not so bad and blahblahblah.. Sometimes, i just couldnt help feeling sucky. I thought i'll get use to the withdrawal syndrome, but na-ah, it could be worse too.. And i know, feeling so down and having all these negativity in me, will definitely affect him too, and these arent wat i want to trouble him with. I am proud of him for being strong. I definitely am. He promised me 6more months.. but i dont wna think too much. Its just numbers. 6 months cn be like 6 days or 6years. Its all in the mind and how willing i am to accept and adapt. After all, he's there working, not enjoying himself on a holiday. I should be thankful.. haiz. Last nite, i told Love that if i had the money, i would have fly down there to spend the weekend with him. But he told me, its better that i pay him to fly down here to spend the weekend with me.. Haha. But he forgot that since i paid him, he has to be with me 24/7 kan??.. I mean all mine for 48 hours straight, no plus minus.. hmm.. i can do a full list of what-to-do for us.. *grinz*
Whatever it is, now, i really understand the meaning of counting down the days.
writtern @12:04 PM
Weekends come n go so quickly.. But last weekend were the most intense moments of my life. Saturday was a slack day. Supposedly go JB for sushi followed by swiss gathering for dear old "abang" ijan. Haha funny to see baby all dressed up like a pre-NS boy. *grinz* We wore pink 2geda and all set. Then then.. nothing went as smoothly as we wanted it to be. First, no JB sushi, as both links were all jammed up. So baby brought me to Taka to walk around. Forced me to shop but when u dont have the mood, how to shop kan? So i went in and out of shops, barely looking at things. Juz followed him around. Then we got sesat while searching for the sushi restaurant. Was having such a lousy mood, blame it on PMS. So after rounding tower a and b, finally jumpa, rupanya restaurant kat luar. blehz..
After eating, me n baby went to coffee club, to sit and discuss bout the important things that concerned our future together. I was in the serious mode all the time. We did calculations on a piece of serviette and borrowed a pen from this chinese girl that baby flirted with. tsk tsk tsk.. So 2hours of serious business over mocha and mudpie. By 7pm, all set to move off. Still waiting for ain's call. It was then I received emergency msges from hadi and a call from home. Hurhur.. was frustrated. Ayah wanted me to be back asap to help ibu for tomorrow's important day. Was torned in between. Baby din say anithing. Msged Ain and told her. Was glad she told me i had more important thing to settle at home and i should be going home. So off i went back. Kemas2 like mad and slept early.
Ard 3am, i was surprised to wake up to a miss call and a msg from ijan.
He said "Shof apakhabaran..Ijan sini.. Tadi aku gi makan ngan budak2.. tapi kau ngan seri takda... aku rindu kat korang.. tapi takpe lain kali kite jumpa.. jaga diri beb.. "
lolz.. adorable.. same old ijan. Told him i'll be there the next gathering. Insya Allah. Thought of meeting him up with sri (since both of us aint there), maybe ain boleh come too. But donno coz ain said he's working most of the time.
Aniway, thanks Ain and Bai for the call that Friday. Was in a down mood but calling ain talked to her (and was glad i got to talk to bai too) were simply uplifting. And Ain, what you msged me that saturday helped me alot. I knew that by not going, people will wonder and worse, talked bout it. But you, you made it easier for me to decide. Sometimes you just need someone to say the right thing at that moment where you are simply confused and couldnt think straight . It felt like a breather. Im grateful. Ultimately, i cannot make the whole world understand, i need just a few. Once again, thanks..
One thing i love bout last weekend was everything went smoothly.Actually we are prepared for the worst. But when i come to think of it again, it doesnt matter if its this year or 10 years later, coz ultimately i still want to be with him now and i want to be with him in the future.Nothing will be an issue. And to think that me n him thought that it wont go on as plan, we ought to be ashamed of ourselves.. Its funny when you come to think of it, semuanya lakonan dari Allah. Whatever it is, we were happy with the outcome.
Oh, diamond scouting was fun. I never thought that i'll know so much bout diamonds lah.. hehe.. Such a new and different feeling that got me super-duper excited..such a girlie-girl thingy.. teehee.. Convinced darling that I am not really particular how many carat ke karat ke.. as long as its a sincere gift from him. *muaks* Love you larling..
PS: to yana.. Happy belated 21st bday! Sorreee couldnt come for your surprise bbq. Got new tuition assignment. May all your wishes come true!!
writtern @10:36 AM
Last Sunday went to love's house, apparently got invited by his dad the night before to spend the afternoon of getting-to-know session with the grandmama! how cool is that? hehe.. So as usual he picked me up (this time round he made sure he msged me an hr earlier, juz for me to get ready n all..heehee), noticed the grin he had on his face, seeing me in baju kurung. I knew dia tgh cair but baby step maintain. lolz.. reached the house and salam the grandmama and bakal bapak mertua. Could feel the intense situation. I dint noticed that me kena "stared" from both sides (my left, the dad, my right the grandmama). I was saved by his mom, who made it casual as usual. The funny thing was that i din noticed the dad n grandmama was talking in jawa about me while they looking at me.. haha, baby told me that the grandmama said im preety. lolz. (Im more than just a preety face lah). So the intense situation lasted for 20mins.. I din deny i was scared but i kept busying my mind thinking bout everything else except them. haha. Dahlah me tak bebual byk, this juz adds to the awkward situation i felt. After that, things get a hell lot smoother.. We had lunch together. His mom cooked lontong, theres sambal, and kupang goreng,theres KFC Chicken where his dad bought more than usual, n the nenek bought kuih-muih. I ate two rounds of lontong, KFC chicken, the goreng pisang and of course the starfruits and watermelon. After lunch, sat down again, this time round kena call by his dad, to sit beside him. Talked bout some serious business that got me all blushed up and a little teared up. haha. Amazing. So before i left, i sholat asar and me,him, and his nenek drove off.
The nenek super cool, and i forgot to mention she still looks like 40+ though i think she's ard 70, wna go jalan2 kat Gombak bazar, which was near her house. So baby dropped her there, and she jemput me to come her house next time (its a good sign kan??) . Then, we went off straight to Westmall, joined by Sis and we watched XMEN3. Cool movie. Even better than XMEN1 and 2 combined.Gerek seh.
Later that nite spent time at Alip and his frens Mona n Ezal, and jeng jeng jeng his ex turun. Faizad and Azhar came too. So yar, baby said it will be an ego-booster for me. Though it does a lil, i juz dont like the idea of getting comfy with the ex, for my own reason of course. So yeah, could see she kept looking at me, scrutinize? possibly, but watever it is i could feel that she was jealous. And im freaking satisfied bout that.. So aniway, that sunday, i passed 2 test with flying colours and baby was proud of me. I know he was amazed by me. I was amazed by my own strength too. The things i do for love.. *smilez*. Im perfect, perfect for him.
Aniway, last nite wen out with him. Supposedly go for Roti John near Zouk but we ended having satay at Sembawang Satay Club followed by a BK Meal next to the satay club.. haha. Imagine org yang noticed us, from outside to inside.. lolz.. And the whole ride home, we sang songs together, ermm well, i think im the one doing the most singing. haha..
Last night, got a beautiful gift from baby, the gift ive been waiting for months. Its even bigger than diamond rings or 100 superb dates put together. So its confirmed. Im overjoyed till tears filled my eyes. I cant wait to get all ready for this malay2 adat thingy.. *smilez*. Its so proper and tertib and will definitely be an eye-opener.. hehe
Cant wait for weekend, going JB for sushi again. Bestlah my baby, always entertain my cravings. haha.. One day i'll surprise him with something too. *grinz*
writtern @4:13 PM
Haha. KL trip was last thursday, and i knew i owe people like Ain and shah a hell lot of updates. Been lazy to blog these days. Transcribing been an ass. Ayub was getting on my nerves. Tunggu gaji mcm tunggu spore snow.. boohoo. Bt 45bucks per cd is definitely worth it.. so i'll be more patient. hehe..
Last thursday, woke up the earliest. Rite after subuh, i din sleep. Go bathe and prepared everyting that was needed to be done before i left. So yeah got ready, gave baby wake up call, and was surprised he was freaking early. I was still doing my hair, when he called, telling me hes downstairs waiting in a taxi.. fuh! rushed down n off we went to the eeky boonlay shopping centre. Had our morning breakfast there and went to the bus. The seats are very comfy. I definitely recommend grassland express. 30bucks more than ok. and of course, me, being so kecik i cn juz snuggle on the seat itself. Poor love of mine can only sat in one position, with the legs stretched out and i could put my legs everywhere, seriously! So 5 hr ride was a pain for me. Baby can sit still and sleep lah. I slept 1 hr wake up another hour. I spent my time reading magazines, and reading baby's UK version of Men's health. Punyalah baik. Learnt many tips.. *grinz*.. And of course, i kept staring at the highway and at baby all the time. He looked so peaceful and yummy. Confirm can lick lah.. haha
Around 2.30, reached PuduRaya. The terminal worst than boonlay shopping centre. I mean hello, its KL and thats the only central bus terminal, do upgrading susah ke. Aniway, me n baby checked in at Royale Bintang. The room we wanted had not been cleaned yet but we (actually juz me), die2 wanted tat room bcoz of the bathtub. When we went in, i was so disappointed. The room was messy and so small. I felt like crying. Im so used to living in a clean place, seriously, i do housework, my house is clean and neat. Love could see the disappointment in my face. But i juz kept quiet. And to make matter worse, the air conditioner wasnt working. Bunyi aje ada, angin tak tahu mana. So love n me decided to go shopping first, and we call the housekeeping to clean our room. We even reminded the frontdesk people to do so. And we decided to sit in the bar, where after baby managed to coax me for half an hour, i finally cried it out. Im so used to do the cleaning of the house and definitely used to live in a neat,clean and proper environment and seeing the mess of that room, juz made me so upset. Poor love, seeing me upset, and since it wasnt his fault, he felt helpless. I could see that. I felt bad, but feeling upset was overwhelming.
An hour past, and off me n him went to the malls around there. I could only remember Lot 10. The other shopping centres i couldnt recall their names. But the shopping centres are definitely 5times bigger. We walked around like mad. I was half hungry and half irritated. I couldnt find anithing i want! It felt like asif i was cursed that day. It was only until we went for our early dinner at this nice restaurant. It was super cool. The interior decorations resemble those in a ship. All the staffs wore sailor clothings.. so different n unique! So i had potato salad and this lovely steak where they stuffed oysters in my fully grilled steak, put two slices of chicken ham on top and covered everything with mushroom sauce.. yummy. Baby pulak had soup of the day and black pepper beef. Mine definitely nicer.. haha. We spent 100bucks on dinner. Amazing. But baby felt its worth it coz he saw how much happier i was. Love him.
At night, we walked around. Initially i thought we gonna go clubbing its like one of the must thing to do in KL. But me n baby were a lil tired and decided to do something relaxing and still enjoyable.We went to planet hollywood. Got a seat at the back, and of course more privacy. The band there was superb. They played most of my favourite songs.. At first boleh maintain taknak shake my bootie. After 1 hr, and after finished drinking my Virgin-something2 drink, i self-declared "mabuk". I was shaking my ass n head non stop.. Like i said, still boleh maintain. Until they played the BEP songs, and baby stood up first to dance, ape lagi seh, me pun dance it all out. So we were the only couple who were dancing. The band saw us and kept on smiling at us. So my baby can dance too.. hurhur.. finally i saw the moves. haha. We enjoyed our night there and went home ard 2. Tired and of course sleepy. Katil dah memanggil. I slept without bathing(i think).
The 2nd day..Started our day late becoz my dear fiance-to-be was super tired and couldnt get up. So i spent the whole morning watching tv. Luckily there's Star World, so i got to see my usual 9am Oprah Show. The Doritos bag of chips accompanied me all the way till 12pm.
I got my usual 1hr berendam session at the bathtub. Lovely bubble bath we bought at Body Shop though cost 50RM, was worth it. I smelled freshie fresh and of course Ain's gift, the BVLGARI shower gel adds to the irresistable scent. Ive done bathing and baby still sleeping. Its going 2 and i couldnt wait to go shopping.Dragged him off the bed and within half n hour he was done already, but i was still not done.. So he had to do the routine of watching me got
my make up and hair done. By 3 we went out shopping!!! I was sceptical bout my luck for that day. But surprisingly, it went well. It started with the pinky ribbon shoe i fell in love with. Im not a big fan of open-toes shoes becoz of some reasons that only baby knows.. haha. Still at first, they din have it my size, n then when baby asked again, and they did another checking, i got it my size. woohoo.. And the funny thing dat happened was when i misintepreted what the sales boy said. He said, "Kak non-members kan?".. Me punya pandai i heard he said "Kak Non, members tak?" funny funny.. So we continued our shopping spree. At the end of the day, i got 2 bags, 2 shoes, one CK Shades, one wallet and one tshirt. Baby pulak got himself a baby blue Argentina t-shirt, a pair of slippers and socks,, all from factory outlet. Before we went back to hotel, we bought alot of food. Theres a lot of sushi (they were having 50% discount!!), couple of bread from BreadStory (i finally gotta taste the chicken floss bread) and bottle of pepsi. It looked like a lot, and i have to confess that i finished more than 3/4 of the sushi. And the amazing thing was by 12+, i was still hungry. Kesian my ayang kena turun gi kedai kopi 24hrs to find for me food to eat. He left me alone for 20mins, but my mind already started to play "funny thoughts" on me. Ok fine, im penakut lah. The day ended with us having our late heavy supper, where AGAIN, i finished more food than him. I had spaghetti and dim sum soup. Sume me sental licin. haha. Doze off with a full stomach till the next day, where i woke up early again.. blehz
Third day, a sad day. Sad that happy days had to come to an end. Sad that i couldnt spend more time with baby. Spent early morning ironed all of our clothes and still have time to sit near the window and recalled wat happened for the past 3 days. This trip was amazing. It din went as exactly as what ive expected but these little hiccups here and there, made us understand and appreciate each other more. He saw the upset,the angry, the pissed, the cengeng, the hantu-shopping and a lot more. And i got to know more about him too. And i swear, he was the more patient person between us during this trip. Thanks love, for everything.
I could never thank god enough for having him in my life. The respect he has for me and my family is amazing, and its one of the qualities that made me realised how special he is. People can be sceptical bout us just because of the age difference, but when you want to make it work, and if both of us sweat our ass off to make it work, it will, insya Allah. I dont deny that i always pray for us everyday. Pray for what both of us and our parents wished for to come true. So... im happy and serious. *smilez*
Aniway, i got bad results this sem. It was so disappointing. God knows how heart-wrenching it is. I couldnt stop crying. I was thankful baby was ever-so-supportive. He helped me lay out the options and told me the pros and cons, helped me in making a better decision, coz seriously, i was too engulfed in self-pity that i couldnt think straight. All along during our 3hr conversation, i was thinking what would happen to me if i havent met him. Seriously, i dont wna imagine. One thing i'd learned for sure, he loves me for who i was, am and gonna be. I may not be a first-class honours nor am i able to grow half an inch taller each year, but he loves me the same. Just as i love him. Whatever he does or he din do, i love him and i want to have a future with him. FULLSTOP.
And to my swiss clique yg terkecik hati sikit ke besar, i still love you guys the same. Doesnt mean i din like something that happened or planned to happen, its over between us. Friendship doesnt work that way. To each its own, everybody has his/her own preferences and likings, acceptance and sensitivity. I might not be open with you people as i am with certain people among the group. And i couldnt blame myself for being comfortable with my blog, could i? I took what it was with a pinch of salt, and you peepz should to. Ive made myself clear and ive heard some people side of their stories too. So hate me for expressing myself if you want to. I cant please everybody, you all, of all the people ive known, taught me this yourselves.
PS : Photos will upload later2 coz lappie toshee sakit and kena quarantined at Toshiba Service Ctre LT26.. I felt a bit weird w/o toshee. How to maple?? hurmpz.
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