I had great fun yesterday.. M0z part 0f it went well. I was glad ma parents decided to pick me up fr0m werk n sent me all the way to ma sch00l, for the movie fundraising event! (so shweet kan??) It was nice for my family, especially ma brothers n Along n of course, her bf, to supp0rt ma event.. Th0ugh i spent most of ma money on food (for my br0s!!)
It was a memorable day spent togeda.. haha.. not forgetting os0 the incident wer i slipped n fell at a teeny-weeny hump at the entrance at the LT, n i th0t n0b0dy saw it.. but then, dear Zahdan, muz open his mouth n say,"Siapa jatuh tu?".. Shit! i was oredi 0n the fl00r(behind a bench) n was contemplating for a lil while (like 5 secs) if i should stand up 0n de sp0t or juz stay l0w till i tink its "safe" to stand up.. haha. Well, i juz stand up n saw that Zahdan n his pals(bi0 guys), l00king straight at me. I laughed it 0ff n asked them if they saw anithing. They said no. haha. . I knew they were lying.. Aniway i hurt my back n had a mini bump 0n the back of ma head. Daya was shweet enuff t0 do the "blow n rub" actions on that bump.. Bt then again, its an on-the-spot prank by Kamal... sheesh.. i tink he is enj0ying d0in tat t0 me!
Had different comments fr0m different pe0ple bout me n ma sis. Some said we look like twins, some said we look different, the best c0mment was fr0m Rab.. She said, " Tat's ur sis! OMG.. u two look the same.. U even haf the same haircut as her. Freaky.. " hehe.. klakar seh. Watever it is, my sis will alwys be the m0z beautiful lady on earth to me(beside my mom lah of course)..
Aniway, i realised sumting yesterday.. Im thankful s0mething kn0cked s0me sense int0 me. L00kin at everiting, i believed that both 0f them are n0t the 0ne f0r me. So i better st0p thinking bout them, rite? haha.. Furtherm0re, i mite be the 0nli shi0k sendiri here.. lolz.. N0 m0re thinking of Mr Mystery n Mr High-Pr0file.. I tink im weird. I can find sum0ne veri attractive f0r s0me time, n dr0p ma interest on him rite there n then.. Is this infatuati0n?.. Maybe maybe.. Better not tink t00 much, need ma rest t0day.. Im bec0min a freakin w0rkah0lic..
*yeouch*
Its amazin h0w w0rds cn gif u mix reacti0n. Anger, frustrati0n, silly n stupid, embarrassed n n0t f0rgettin a lil dem0ralised.. But wat the heck. Life is life itself, a m0dule 0f its 0wn, where the top rocks the b0tt0m hard n the b0tt0m...... juz keeps gettin grinded. Im juz glad i haf angels in disguise to help me stand str0ng n see the sun shines again. N t0 th0se early m0rnin ( 1+ am) victims ( the MSN peepz i lashed out at or simply rant n rant n rant), tanx alot. U alwys end my day in a p0sitive way n i thank u f0r makin me g0 t0 sleep wif a smile 0n ma face.. * all-smilez *
Ma parents n along have been down wif fever n flu since M0nday. Must be busu's fault. He was sick last weekend.. Then the shweetest ting that happened yesterday was Abang Ahmad came to our h0use ard 8+pm, to pay a visit and then he gave us one bottle of air zamzam.. s0 nice n th0tful 0f him! He alwys surprises ma sister by popping up at my br0's wind0w (C0Z his windows near the c0rrid0r.. n he kn0cks first.. lolz) n gaf her ch0c0lates 0r jewelleries he bought. N he alwys buys her cutsie teddies! n bring her SH0PPING!!.. hurmpz...
I sh0uld st0p bragging bout ma sis bf n start bragging bout mine.... hmm... well, if im g0nna haf 0ne! (g0tcha fer a while there, rite? esp Yana ... blehz)
Btw, mus is in istanbul, azri in australia, shah is in bangkok, ida in Bali, dill in France, im stuck in SPORE.. n im going to work.. Mayb payday will make it all w0rth it.. ehem ehem.. 21st june is ard de c0rner n the smell 0f $$ is c0min nearer n nearer.... ahhhhhh. But then again, like the macd0nald's advertisement,half of my pay will be g0ne paying the bills, givin t0 m0mmie n pay my hutang to daddie.. sheesh, i th0t he gave me that $100 F0C, f0r my transportation n f00d to go to work. Rupa2nya dia pakai scheme pakai dulu bayar kemudian. blehz.. My br0 super-duper nice t00 these dayz.. Mesti ada udang sebalik sambal.. blehz again..
P.S: Anib0di knws where to get a veri nice shawl? Tengah helping my br0 0ut here.. f0r his eheeeemm ehemmm... *winkz*.. Something that is g00d in quality n kalau boleh cheap-cheap abit ah.. Ani minah shawl out there??
yesterday went well..
Abg ahmad's family had a nice time wif my mom,dad, cik mail n cik leha.. The hantaran $$ is settled.. Really surprising amount. The food was superdelicious.. haha.. yeah2.. i cooked wif mom. Along juz sit still (well, moz of the time), n look preety, n she alwys does. *smilez*.. I cnt wait for her to get engage, get married, get pregnant, n then haf her first child!! haha.. i'll be the bestest Aunt in the whole universe.. lolz..
N yeay, watch madagascar oredi. So funni seh. Esp the penguins.. Everi0ne enjoyed it except daddie who was superslow in catching the j0kes. So he wasnt realli entertained ah.. haha..
Ok, the daVinci Code book is really a blockbuster. Juz a lil disappointed wif the ending. C0z i th0t, Dan Brown, gonna reveal the truth.. But it ended hanging in the air.. Now im searching for this book, A Thousand years of solitude( i aint that 100% sure of the title)..
I like 'em rich n dark.. haha.. Nope2. Aint talkin b0ut men here,im talking bout chocolate..yummie. Ive been treating my self with chocolatie stuffs for one week straight n u r damn rite im putting on ma guilty face now.. hehe.. Well, accordin t0 Fa eating chocolate is a sin. Aint that case f0r me. I tink ch0c0late is bec0min m0re reliable than man, if u knw wat i mean..*wink2*
Finally! I bought the long-awaited Dan Br0wn's book, the Da Vinci Code. Such an enticing piece 0f art, i can say. Im not even half-way d0ne, but i cn juz imagine the satisfacti0n i would feel 0nce i've read everi single word in that book..not forgettin the adrenaline rush..*grinz*. The last time i had that, was when i was stalked at ecp wif ain. haha. That adrenaline rush aint the 0ne im lookin f0rward too..
Been missing lots n lots of peepz these days.. The best thing b0ut being "mizzed by sum1" is that u cn reali see the sincerity when that pers0n said he/she miss u.. n of c0urse, n0t f0rgetting the huggies.. aww.. i definitely love it.. Cant wait for the upcoming get 2geda ain will organise. Im so proud of u girl.. though it still in the pr0cess, i cn see the eff0rt u r putting in!
N im definitely pr0ud of abang f0r F-I-N-A-L-L-Y confessing it out.. haha.. it takes a huge mega humangous-dungous eff0rt t0 even make the wordzz fl0w S-M-O-O-T-H-L-Y out of ur mouth.. *smilez*. Watever the 0utcome will be, u haf to respect her decisions ait. N then, get over her n m0ve 0n. Darling, u r still young.. there's n0 nd 2 rush it. *sigh*.. Broz r definitely gr0wing up faster than i am.. I juz wish i haf all the power in the world to protect them fr0m getting hurt, n worst still, deeply. Im juz glad, it hasnt happened yet but yet again, everi0ne will face heartbroken at least 0nce rite?... hurmpz.. *rolling-0f-the-eyez*
N yeah, i got to hear Yazid's v0ice again. He is still the super-dooper-shweet-pal i kn0w.. the ever-concern fren.. n definitely gener0us wif his compliments.. haha.. buddy yaz. He still has the p0wer to make me blush, juz by talkin 0n the phone. But then again, according to "Dr" Senget, i blush ezly, like its ma nature. Hmmm.. i tink its quite true. I cnt help it ler.. I cn seriously feel the heat rushing to ma cheeks, everitime im g0nna blush. N the m0re i tried to c0ntr0l maself fr blushin, the worser the redness will be.. N i tink it cn be s0me kind0f giveaway, especially wen u r wif the ones u realli,realli,REALLI like.. lolz. Nd to go for blushing-management less0ns.. juz like the SMS SCHOOL..(sorree, jz s0me private joke).
Oh darn, sh0uld be sleeping now. Mommie so g0nna hang me upside d0wn if she found out i switch 0n the router to go blogging AGAIN.. She's such a shweetie today. Wait for me at 12am in the morning at the bus stop.. haha.. But she dint leave me any decent food to eat ah.. (hmm.. Mayb she's making up 4 it by waiting at the bus stop?. *thinkin*..).. I miz c00kin s0 badly. Muz p0lish up ma skills, or not karat giler seh. P0ssibly, im making corn custard pudding n br0wnie this weekend, for Abg Ahmad's family to datang merisik.. aww.. i love all this malay2 thingy. Its so organize n so tertib.. lolz.. I wonder if they'll say cheesy lines when they cn juz say, "my son, wants to marry ur daughter" haha.. Then n0 nd to waste time, talking in circles, n cn straight away jump to the "eating of the delicious food" time.. *smilez*
tired.restless.sick.loss of appetite.mood swings.
If onli i know wat these blardy symptoms mean... S0 lethargic. Working has finally taken its toll on me.. N the fact that i use to say that, money is all that matters. Now i knw hw shallow i am. Money is nothing compared to my worsening health. Argh..
Got posted to another department. And apparently, im w0rking in the same r00m wif daddie.. how funny Is that? haha.. But i haf to lie to everione, saying that daddie is my uncle. lol.. L00king at him work, n0w i kn0w y he is s0 tired everytime he reaches h0me. So much of a supervis0r,huh? He practically got to stand all day long working.. Tooling n drilling. Me, a contract worker, got to sit n d0 w0rk. Pity ayah s0 much. Now i understand y people say that they need to work, to support family. If onli i haf a 3k job, i cn ask ayah to stop working forever.
Yesterday, i was shagged to the max.. Having my period juz adds to the disastr0us equation of undesirable 0utc0me. Shit n god damn it. I loss my appetite n fall sick easily these days. Not forgetting i still haf problem sleeping. Last nite, during bedtime, mommie do her usual routine 0f putting me to sleep. Then n there, i haf to burst out to her, telling hw much i hate my job. I kept on saying i hate the toilet n how i wish im working in the hotel.. It was onli this morning that i realised how whiny i am. Sheesh.. *Grow-up shof!*
Some peepz r getting on my nerves these days. Hw i wish i cn say the line "I QUIT".. Everiting's a rush. I did my part, its juz tat some people r juz not cooperating enuff. Replying back to my sms is a big deal isit?? Juz a simple reply of yes 0r no will do. N i hate last-minute, non-planned happenings. No matter how much i love surprises, these aint definitely one of them.
I miss having fun.. I wna laugh out loud again. Now im having the urge to go zoo as badly as the urge to pop that pink panadol in my mouth.. If onli i cn buy time. I'll haf more time to spend. N maybe, i cn stop postponing the movie treat for busu. Ive cancelled Star Wars n Madagascar on hin. I juz hope i haf time to watch Batman Begins wif busu. I feel like im such a lousy sister. Not forgetting, ain made a remark on how busy i am that she has to make an effort to book my weekends in advance first. (I dont blame u Ain, but its juz so true.. n truth sux big time).. Household chores are untouchable too. Feel damn bad that i cnt help Mommie at all. Ive broken lots of promises n im not proud of it.. Haiz.. its 0nli time like tis tat i cn look at the mirror n say to myself, "Im realli ugly".
