Ok...
So the fiance has confessed to me that he found my lack of enthusiasm on the preparation for wedding irritates the hell out of him.
blehz.
Better irritated then worried rite? :P
I dont deny that i have been super busy with school and the thought of "what to code on next?" came across my mind more often then "what bridal gown" or "what wedding theme" i want for my wedding. haiz.
And hence i took the first step..
which is to buy pengantin magazines, with constant reminder from Love, himself of course.
Flipping through wedding magazines, got me so excited and happy.
Now...
Not only am i busy surveying and looking but i even call and email them up for quotations.
tsk tsk tsk..
Wedding date gonna be set in a few months time.
After that, preparations will be a very very serious one.(knowing how fickle i am)
Whatever it is, im all smiley cause I have a preety good idea how my wedding gonna be like.
*smile*
I feel like im dancing on my tiptoes already.
Only problem now is where to hold my wedding.
Many are not worth the money. blehz.
(and yana, idea kau dah kena curi :P)
Haiyah, better pass my driving, so i can save more money back.
writtern @5:39 PM
Love love love the long weekends break..
and having a school break rite after the long break is great!
Last weekend were well spent, coz i had enuff time to spend on my family, my Love and Love's family too and one of our favourite couple. It was a blast.
Saturday, we finally had the fondue at haagen daaz. It was expensive, but hey, there are many condiments and they were all yummy. But i still prefer max brenner's 3 chocolate dips though. Over all, its still a great value-for-money fondue. And it left us full for hours. yups.
Sunday, was spent with the parents. We had big big breakfast (full of ghee and lemaks) at jalan kayu. I love the food down there. Its nice. Only problem was they do not have many choices of food to eat in the morning. Rite after heavy breakfast, we head down to see Along, and Abg mat's flat. Its not completed yet. haha. But Along and Abg Mat's convinced us there were improvements in the process of completing. blehz. Next stop was to Ikea. I had great fun there looking at home appliances and furniture, and styles and decorations. My parents were adorable to get me this long rug which looks urban-like and i totally love it. And they even bought this furry big cushion cover, which they are planning to use it(for my majlis) in the future. haha. cute. At courts, we spent a long time looking at tvs and video game players. And I was totally looking forward to do that. So me and my dad were walking way ahead of the rest and I was gushing bout all this cool, big, sleek tvs, vcrs, cameras, computers n laptops, home theater system and all while my dad just smiled, looked, and nodded. I din realize that i was holding my ayah's hand all along, swinging it back and forth. It reminded me so much of the time then, where we used to go Courts for an hour or so nearly every weekend just to look at those. Nice fond memories. *smiles* Suppose to meet Love later that nite, after his soccer, but something else cropped up so i spent the whole nite with whatelse, but coding till the wee hours of the morning.
Monday, was the perfect day. Coz I spent the whole afternoon at his house first. I had a very pedas brunch of mee rebus. It was too hot to my liking but it was god damn nice. My future mummy-in-law cooked mee rebus her style and i bet u never tasted mee rebus like that before. So i ate a few suaps, until my eyes were teary and my hingus meleleh non-stop, and then i past it to Love to finish it up. hehe. After that, me and him headed to his room to do our stuffs. Him, doing his online work while me, coding my ass away. It was sweet of his parents and his aunt to offer me food and tidbits and drinks every now and then, since i tend to forget about taking breaks sometimes. Anyways, his fridge is always full of junks and i always give myself the honours of finishing them, besides Danish(this little boy) of course. lolz.
In the evening, we head down to Faizad and Syida's house at jurong west. It was unplanned at all. But then since dear Love of mine, felt terribly awful that he couldn't meet them that Saturday nite, forced me to give this couple a call at their home and asked them if its ok if we come over and spend time watching dvd over dinner. Im scared it would be awkward at first, but they were an amazing hosts and they made us feel comfortable. gerek. We enjoyed ourselves eating alip food and watched Pan's Labyrinth. Ok2 lah the story but it was gore to me. Felt like fainting at a few scenes. yups, im not a big fan of scary shit movies. i rather sleep then watch those. Seriously.
Tuesday was off to JB with his family. Suppose to bring Haikal along since the rest of my family are already at JB, but then dear brother of mine are so into his games and JB trip will be like a waste of time to him. tsk tsk. JB trip with his family has always been great, just like my family JB trip. Lots of food and lots of shopping. However, i din get to eat sushi.. hurhur... Maybe next time ok?
It was a nice 4day break.
So now comes the long long days of projects and shit until after exam.
Hopefully my special term wont be too hectic.
insya allah.
*smiles*
writtern @3:18 PM
Doesnt it saddens you to realise that no matter how convinced you are that you know the person inside out, it turns out that you actually do not. That feeling of "whats next?" will be at the back of your mind all the time . And you just simply do not know whom to believe and hence you believe everything or everyone else except that person you thought you knew, and that puts you in a fragile position and due to the vulnerabilities which you knew you are facing with, you subconsciously numbed yourself until you cant really know how you feel about it anymore.such an ugly situation it is, and no one, deserves to be in that situation.but it is a phase isnt it?that is part and parcel of a relationship, knowing much more about somebody else.It doesnt have to be scary shit all the time, it could be funny and interesting and surprisingly sweet and a little unexpected. Im serious.so cheer up and think of the brighter side of life, with him, i mean.What you know now, was what he was then. Though i strongly believe the pasts maketh the man now.Give him the credit for being honest, but tell him the truth that THAT fact is not amusing.And seriously, to say "At least i know now, and i wont do it in the future" is another lame excuse beside " im a man, i need to know everything ". yar yar. I hope im not mocking any guys out there, but im seriously laughing when i typed that out.And i think you better come out with better arguments than " i think you've changed" or " you stopped doing this and that now" coz you'll only be shot down by one phrase answer "you dont appreciate what ive been doing".But hey, if you stopped doing what youve been doing like since the one month you and you get together, tell me again, what is it that you've been doing?(of coz im referring to the xtra2 things man does that differentiate him from other men)So that goes into another issue of laid-back men.Haiyah, what's new?Actually im very tired but somehow i couldnt sleep.Was amused thinking of the above issue faced by someone close, but i believe its an issue for everyone in a relationship.I have my fair share of findings too.Like how irrational a guy could be once you punctured his ego, how nice it feels to walk around and hold that someone's hand like you used to then,the thin line between because of love or because of patience,and how deadly a simple smile can be. hurhur.whatever it is, i just LOVE karma.i love the way it comes running back to bite your ass.fantastic.
writtern @12:00 AM
The man full of surprises..
Just when i thought he will be away yet again on one of those days where people tend to be mushier and more lovey-dovey then usual. Yups on a valentine's day.
So i was walking around in my school, noticing happy couples with flowers or gifts in their hands, all dressed up and made up, all set for their dinner date that night, and I am stuck in school with coding and tuition that night. It made me miss Love so much more.
Never did i expect to see him last night, right after my tuition.
Couldn't believe it when i got a ring from him, telling me to wait under the block for him.
And there he was, right in front of me.
And he got me cookies instead of chocolates, and i presented him a card, which i initially wanted to post to his overseas' address when i realised that day that i didnt know the address. selenger.
haha. So it wasnt the lovey-dovey at all, but it didnt matter to us since we do not want to celebrate V-day and its cliche-ish to get flowers and gifts just for v-day and if u ask me, i prefer any of those on any other days.
We ended the day with a great dinner at Al Azhar.
Was sent home early to continue my coding though. blehz
I love this little unexpected things he does or says.
Makes me fall in love with him over and over again.
*smiles*Btw to my brokebetties, thanks for the early morning v-day smses. hehe. Korang the best!
writtern @1:17 PM
Guess what?
Ive gotten my anniversary gifts.
Yups, the love of my life decided to buy me practical gifts.
Nothing diamond-like though.
But its kinda hot and cool.
and if i wanna quote what fasha said...
"That is soooo U, Shof!"
yups.
Sure those are.
So Love bought me shoes to spare me the pain and agony of strutting in heels like I used to then. Since ive been spending(and will be spending) 3times more of my hours breathing in school then at home. I do definitely need to make myself feels comfortable in school now. At first I wasnt really interested in getting myself a sport shoes since i can only imagine me wearing such shoes for gym. blehz. But after getting used to the slippers he bought for me, and now this shoes(which do not look like as if i am gonna run 2.4km everyday), to tell you the truth, its NOT bad at all. *grinz*
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And i absolutely loveeeeee the bag (Though most adore my shoes more).. Its uber cool and different. The graphic-like designs and the many compartments available, totally rocks. heh. And its big enough for laptops+charger+books&files+water bottle+makeup bag+ wallet. The campak-everything-in bag. But with appropriate compartments to make me feel organised bout my stuffs.
Now, im left with buying myself that particular jacket and that ralph lauren polo t-shirt.
Ehem.
Since my Love is planning to get me something N-I-C-E for my birthday.
*huge-grin*
Aniways.. here are the freaking overdue anniversary dinner at carousel.
the spaghetti was fantasic. The chef whipped it up on the spot. I just need to tell him which pasta and what ingredients i want it my spaghetti and TA-DA!
yupz its carousel
A hungry man is an angry man
writtern @1:08 AM
My Love left me an envelope containing this in my handbag
With numbers on the paper bird's right flap..
It didnt take me more than a minute to figure it out..
lolz..
Its
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY
Cool and unexpected. heh.
Only those who are into Prison Break would have shared the same sentiment as I. Seriously.
Btw, if u are wondering where we had our anniversary dinner that saturday nite,
jeng jeng jeng
N-I-C-E
*smiles*
writtern @2:58 PM
Went to the match yesterday with Love.
Met again with his friends and the few that i have been only hearing their names but never seen them before.
Came like 10mins late and sat at the very back of the stadium, but surprisingly, it was a much better view.
With people cheering, cursing and singing(yes, there's this archapella group-as called by Love, who sang different songs every 20minutes), i could just sit down there laughing at the crowd then watching the match.
We were seated near this Malay family, who has two kids, and at one time, the small boy asked his dad, " buto tu ape?". I was looking at the dad, for his reaction. And he simply said, " bukan buto. dorang cakap pluto. " Then he shouted "Pluto".... "Mickey Mouse".. haha. such a cool dad.
Aniways the game was a-ok. Our team players are not that fantastic. I can only recalled a few good players. Bennett for example. But the opponents are just a toot lah. i mean wth they were thinking? so unprofessional, and it definitely reflects badly on their own country. tsk tsk.
The day ended with me and Love going to Mackers(as called by my comp babes) at West Coast instead of mama-food at Bencoolen. Since we've been eating at al-azhar n alip most of the time, we felt like eating fast food then. And i ate alot. I had big mac meal and choc sundae. yummy. Went home happy and sick. I could feel the flu-bug comingggg. argh.
Anniversary will be this sunday. But since i have project and there's the final match, we would be celebrating it on a saturday then. Couldnt believe its gonna be 1 year soon. wow. We are planning on having a great dinner together, nothing hectic. Friday most probably we'll be watching midnite show(hopefully the last king of scotland) and sunday, a nite spend at his house for soccer and great food and good companies. whee.
i donno when he took this.. hmm
writtern @12:50 PM
