As of now, my sister was sitting in front of me, while the three of us, me,ibu and her, watching pussycat doll audition on tv.And i just saw, my sis' tummy made a "wavelike" movement. Scary and funny at the same time. Obviously, the baby is restless. Budak kecik wanna see the world, ey?Along has been complaining that she kept having painful cramps consistently, every 2hours now.*faints*So i guess it is anytime soon rite?And the fact that the car will only be ready by Saturday, makes me feel damn bad.
writtern @10:48 PM
Love demanded for an email on my financial budget (the one on preparation for wedding) to him and i said "Nooooo... Its like telling me to post up a nude pic of myself!"
haha. nonsense, i know.
but hey. It is my personal budget oh-kay.
haha
And the reason why he did that.....
was because i am going to loose a huge sum of money
*pulls hair until botak*
and all because of this........................................
Yeah, as usual, kena lecture by both parties..
Love and my ayah.
Love and his you-better-be-guilty(and cry) lecture while ayah and his shut-up-while-i-shoot-daggers-at-you lecture. Argh.
And ayah still not talking to me. *pouts*
Aniways, last weekend, the Swiss people had our raya outing and it was great fun. Lots of camwhoring (at first). Though i was left tired and had bad body cramps the very next day, it was worth it. I managed to see them after so many months, and I managed to be humble and apologised to her bout the incident.
But nope, she din even talked back nor looked at me. It was expected, as many had told me not to be surprised if she reacts that way.
Oh well.. one was surprised we are not ok even until now, one asked me how childish could she be,one told me to give her time, one said "alah, biasalah tu" , one just din give a fark, and many dont know bout it.
Love told me its ok coz i've tried. :)
And you think, me betulnye kepala granite kan? *chuckles*
Raya outing this time round was better coz we din rushed like mad like the other time. And i tasted Sri's mashed potato. You see, I was looking forward to eat that since 4pm that afternoon, but they kept on changing the plans, and i had to extend 2more houses before hers, before i could make a move. Nonetheless, Sri was sweet enough to invite us over (even with Love ngan baju serembah-serembih from work), where we got to eat her sooooo pedas but delicious macaroni goreng, had packed food of mashed potato and bbq chicken, and received 5bucks from her mommy. whee.. The funny thing was that her mom even want to give Love duit raya. haha.
Later that evening, Love and me had our routine weekend class, managed to settle our payment for the kursus, and we squeezed in some time to look at all the available hdb resale houses. We could only look at the environment(very important to me coz im a cleanliness-freak), the grills, the neighbours( i hate noisy and "dirty" neighbours, jenis bukak pintu besar2, boleh nampak rumah tonggang-langgang, main tv kuat2, selipar luar rumah berserak mcm kat bazar geylang) and the floor tiles (only at the front door) pun jadilah. And we fell in love with one particular house. heh.
Talking bout this, i cant wait for december. Free from school shit and exam, and free to concentrate on wedding preparations and our potential love nest. *smile*
Oh, did i mention, the limelight of the raya outing was this...
Are you thinking what im thinking b1?
I think i am b2............
lolz.. jangan marah k anne. Lurp u many2 *muah*.
writtern @10:42 PM
See.you.all.soon :)
writtern @3:59 PM
“If you don’t like where you are in life, there comes a point when you must give up the part of you that’s keeping you back.”
– Dr. Sonya Friedman
yes?
no?
writtern @12:06 AM
Guess what?
We're in the list of the shortlisted applicants of home-seekers for Sector A, and we will be attending our first appointment this coming December.. Yeay.. *bounce up&down* Something to look forward to this december, besides attending our marriage guidance course and not forgetting the big man's birthday. *winks* Right now we are looking at the potential houses to be called Our Love Nest. *grinz* Big decision big decision. Though we were quite unhappy with the limited choices available for bukit batok/jurong east area and the pathetic size of the "new" flats, we are so confident that we will find the One. heh. Oh well, insya allah.
Have to say that i feel bad that i cant contribute any from my CPF Ordinary account. Yelah, pathetic hundreds only. Even Love was laughing about it. hurmph! But then again, since i'd secured myself a job, i'll be contributing soon too. So no worries. *huge huge smile*
Cant wait to end school, seriously.
School work keeps on piling up, and i am not having much fun.
Not forgetting i have yet to finalized my wedding theme: the decor and dulangs.
The berkat, im going to leave it to my parents. They are still deciding(and arguing) on giving a towel or a mug, and my suggestion of just an egg in a nice small portpourri bag is not even considered. bleargh.
And we still have to go down to JB to settle the cards and the photoshoot.
So banyak benda to think and settle.
*pulls hair* and *pulls hair*
Oh, Along has yet to pop the baby out.
Lamaaaaaaaaaaaa nye. dah 9months 11days seh. Nak peram berapa lama lagi?
Talking bout my future nephew, now i remembered that I still need to think of what i want my future nephews and nieces to call me by. No, yana, i wont let them call me Mak Ti. And you all know why.. I guess Auntie je lah. I dont wanna settle with Mak Ngah either. So tuek. And my own Mak Ngahs still alive. I would feel very weird.
And I have been craving for Alip's cheese prata since first day of raya. But they are still closed.
urgh.
Damn that Love of mine. He turned me into an Alip's minah.
Eee minah.
*bluek*
writtern @1:15 AM
Please stop scaring yourself when you feel different out of a sudden. This is an engagement not like any other relationships you were in. It is supposed to be different!
And please dear dear kepala otak of Shof, stop thinking of scary complicating stuffs, that will leave you with unanswered questions from nonsense thoughts you managed to come out with, in less than a minute or so. Try positive thinking. Think happy thoughts. Think of that new coach bag. *grinz*
Please please stop being obsessed with your weight too. I know you are getting married in less than 6 months, but 43kg is a good enough weight okay. If you loose two more kg, i think you will loose a cup size. *faints* No, your thighs are fine, and yes, you have a child-bearing hips.
Please stop being particular of looking good all the time. It doesnt matter if your loreal blusher doesnt go with your cheapo lipgloss, or your t-shirt doesnt go with your slippers or your hair-clips doesnt go with your dressing-theme-of-the day.And no, your hair doesnt have to be straight all the time. Its either you bun it up or stop complaining bout the hot weather can?
Oh well, the few things out of a dozen, i would love to tell myself this week. I dont know i can freak myself out at times.
And yes baby, we are okay. :)
Thank you for holding my hands through many times like this. I know i havent been much of myself lately. But you keep on being patient and loving ALL the time. *muacks*
Oh well, im in love with the Steady One. hur hur.
writtern @11:58 PM
Finally, i had my dinner out at geylang again before raya. And today, we are going to JB. whee.
Love had been sweetly pestering me to buy new baju kurung/kebaya, new heels and new clutch bag for this raya. But i dont feel like getting any. I had 3 new pairs of raya clothings already, all bought by him.. and i still have a good condition pair of heels from the last Raya, and my new brown clutch bag, my birthday gift, is perfect for any Raya outfits. So no new stuffs anymore k darling.
haha.
And i told him he better let me splurge big time for next raya, since we will be a married couple by then.
Aint that nice?
Oh, i love the 10th of this month, which was of course, yesterday.
We settled two huge things that all going-to-get-hitched (really soon) couples have to do.
*huge-huge smilez*
And i am extremely excited to know the outcome of one of them this coming 19th.
Though it won't be concrete (considering the number of processes needed to be done), this is a big (exciting) step for us.
I hope all this will go well. Insya allah.
To be honest, I cant help but feel lucky. Here i am, a 22-year-old, and i am more than halfway there in achieving what ive been dreaming of my future would be like since i was a kid. Big dreams, small steps, unexpected sweet surprises.
I am simply happy. No, not because others commented on the happy-smiley me this past few months, but because i feel it.
And it is to Allah that im grateful to.
Along will be popping anytime soon! I dont know that she's 9mths and 4 days already seh. Cant wait to see that "gymnast" boy, and i hope he looks like the lil boy in my dream. Along still not telling me the boy's name. Argh. She just said that it might starts with the letter 'I'. Since she's not telling, me and Hadi keep on asking if its "Imran Ajmain". haha. Not that we are a big fan of him. We simply want to irritate her. Its amazing how we are all grown up and with Along married, but when we are together, we are still the little kiddies we are.lolz.
Aniways, for now, he will be Imran Ajmain.
writtern @12:56 PM
Yesterday went way too well. *huge huge smile*
And the dishes the man feasted on were grilled chicken chop with black pepper sauce, popiah goreng, fruit cocktails and agar-agar "gudil". And yes, all prepared by me, with the help of hadi, who grilled the chiken, and along who can only help to roll the popiah.
And the bakal mummy-in-law, gave us macaroni goreng and popiah. Nothing surprising though. Cause it has been too often that me and she happened to cook the same dish for the day.
He came over around 6.30ish, after work, all dressed up, and he was wearing white. Looking yummy as usual. hur hur. After delicious dinner, ayah invited Love to join us for terawih session at home. Love, said YES. Uhuh, he did. And so we had our maghrib and isyak prayers followed by terawih till 9pm.
And yes, i managed to catch him in action.
Ayah at the front, Love is between Abang ahmad(left) and Hadi(right). The one in brown jubah is Haikal.
I absolutely love this photo. The serenity i feel everytime i see this picture. Him, concentrating in his prayers, and its amazing how he fits perfectly in this picture. My family picture. Two years ago, i remembered i told someone that i couldnt imagine any guy i know whom i can be with and fits perfectly in my family. It was true until i met Love. Then on i understand what it means to know of someone whom I can imagine having my future with. And yes, future doesnt mean just both of us, but it also means our family too.
The night before, me and Love got into an arguement. Funnily, that happens everytime he is coming over to my place. But im thankful that we didnt stretched it unnecessarily. And i know i am sensitive, especially if it has something to do with my loved ones. Yeah, even Love wasn't spared of my wrath.
And he ended the conversation with this,
"Im thankful that your parents are not like ****. Where the father went to his own room everytime my friend came over her house.
Im thankful that your parents are not like *****, where the mother wears the pants in the family, and i think i have problems with that.
Im thankful that your parents are just the way they are. And im thankful to them that they raised you well. "
And that should be the way isnt it? The man be thankful of the lady's parents who raised them to become the woman she is, the woman that he wants to marry and grow old with, the woman that he knows worthy to be his wife and the mother of his children.
Yes, that is one of the things, that man should be thankful for.
writtern @1:38 PM
Iftar with the 3 babes (azura,dilah and syha) was super-duper exciting. We had a fun time at Marina for our iftar, where I had empal penyet from Ayam penyet Ria. And who can forget azura's bacin moments.. she's the one who laughs first, and then asked what is the meaning of the words we are laughing at. Haha.
Dinner ended with splendid chocolate fondue for two, but shared among us 4.. With lots of cam-whoring and endless ideas on how my sex life will be, from the positions to the mirrors, and yes, the props and such, we ended up horny,in our own ways, especially when we were reminded of chocolate coated banana.*winks*. Oh, dont blame them, it was I, who was the shameless one. *grinz*
Photos yet to be uploaded.
And i tell ya, we camwhored like nobody's business.
It was great fun.
During our high-moments (from the melting chocolate) me and azura were looking at the same mirror, "setting our parting rambut" and all, and then we both suddenly posed, at the EXACT same time, infront of the mirror. It was hilarious. And we cant stop laughing at our spontaneity.Thank god syha and dilah didnt see that. lolz.
Am waiting for that someones iftar pulak.
*looks at yana*. hehe.
Tomorrow, will be a great day.
Love will be coming over for iftar, finally.
And i have been told by the whole family (including my abang ipar) to whip up that dish.
And i just cant wait.
God, i love cooking.
Coz i know im good at it.
*smirks*
Oh, wanna know the most amazing thing that i did last night?
I code and baked until 4 in the morning.
And i din even feel sleepy when i had to wake up at 9.
Oh no...dont tell me i have to bake, to keep myself awake. sheesh!
writtern @3:25 PM
