So everybody is in everbody elses' nerves lately. ah, wth. I hate it wen things are like this. If onli i can shut my eyes and be in my own lala land. boohoo. Ive been pressurising myself out these days.blehz . Now i know how tiring being a perfectionist can be. The expectations and all. I just cant imagine if im planning my own wedding. boleh pecah otak seh. I guess i'll get a wedding planner to handle it. But then again, i din like doing things that got to do with me, without my own personal touch. And furthermore, i tend to be proud of myself when what i've planned and worked my ass off for turned out perfectly fine Ok, realistically, maybe if theres a lil glitches that arent within my control happen, its still near-perfection in my eyes.
Sorry, i know ive been talking in codes. haha. I've been doing that to everybody who is close to me. I just din want my loved ones to worry, coz ultimately, i know i can work this out beautifully, make it the most memorable day for all those who will be there, insya Allah. Its just that i tend to get affected (easily) by many other non-important things.
And i wish i could just be selfish for once. As long as i dont end up hurting anybody in between, in getting what i want sudah. But is that possible? hmm.. Whatever it is, as we all know, we can plan everything, but ultimately its God's decisions.
So its 4 more days till my sweet ayang will be back. And a few more days till we are one step closer. *smilez*. lalala...
U miss me, I need you.
writtern @3:23 PM
he's gone.. again..
left me with a kiss on the forehead..
we din even say a proper goodbye.. maybe we dint want to.
I hate goodbyes, always..
and he din let me cry that nite, i hate him for that.
this time round, he left me with his dvd collections,
so i can spend my boring time watching them..
so thoughtful of him..
oh, and there's his watch in my drawer too. *smilez*
haiz..
am doing double countdown again..
writtern @10:05 AM
Okie.. here's the pixies from azura's 21st birthday party, along with her cousin's 11yr old party.. Lolz.. enjoy the pixies..
the 21yr-old L-A-D-Y. Ehem. Welcome to the adult world babe!
Look at azura scrambling around just like a good hostess *winks*
soree, the whole time i was eyeing the satay..hehe
okie.. her Prima Deli choc cake
Look at how happy they were.. *smilez*
And okie, we did shiok sendiri in her room.
The diva being driven..ooh la la
Sat was fun, sunday was more relaxing.
We din have a plan for Sunday, but then Love asked me out to go Mustafa Centre to check out watches, palmtops and handphones. We were supposed to take the bus at first(th0ugh we donno what buses go there), coz his sister used his car and his uncle used his bike to go johor. I was super okay wif it initially but then, when he told me bout the possible long bus ride with kelawars, i went, o-oh, hell no. We were lucky coz ayah let my darling drove his car. Well actually baby was the luckier one. Knowing the kind of person ayah is, the one who is so particular bout who drives his car. He din even let his own siblings drive it. Yeap, he is that choosy. *smilez*. Just lurp my ayah lah. And okie, my manja skills with dear daddy plays an important role too. Love was super-pemalu. Mati-mati taknak drive. hehe.. Well, i managed to convince baby that he's a superb driver and that we wont end up going home with just the steering wheel. *grinz*.
So off we went to Mustafa ctre. erks..Okie okie, i simply h-a-t-e stepping into not just that place but the whole you-know-what area. Alah paham2 lah. Aniways we spent two hours je kat situ.. lolz. After our prata lunch, he sent me straight home. Thank god the car was still intact. haha.
So Sunday, a laze day for both of us. I have to confess that sometimes i like it this way. Unplanned. More relaxed, and lesser worries, just anxieties on what to expect next. He is good at this, while me, on the other hand finds it kinda irritating. heh. Well well, a lil compromisation will do us good huh. *winks*
And aniways, I simply cant wait for what is in stored for me next.. *butterflies-in-my-lil-tummy*
writtern @9:36 PM
Had the best fun-packed Saturday, this month..
The whole fun deal started with a 11 am late breakfast or isit early lunch with Love( according to him, rockstars call that breakfast) at our favourite kedai kopi, Alip. *smilez*. I wasnt so sure what i want to feast on at first. Fickle-minded as always, i was telling baby i want mee rebus, then i changed it to lontong, to mee soto next , then again to nasi lemak, and to the prata - All because i kept looking at what others were having there. haha.. And im happy to say this, that I managed to settle with mee soto. *grinz*.. Well, actually, i had a huge breakfast where not only did i finished my food, i helped Love to finish his. And i ate chocolate too after that. Yeah, amazing stomach i have here. *blush*. Love told me its possibly because i havent been eating real food this past few days. It was kinda true. I did lost my appetite for a couple of days. lolz. Fine2, i was missing him like crazy. hehe.
After breakfast, i went straight home to change for Azura's birthday party in the afternoon. Oooh , I wore preety hot green off-shoulder together with a flirty white skirt.Well said, just like a D-I-V-A (as always.. ahakz). But before that, we managed to squeeze in 45min of meet-up with Faizad, Syida and zuzu. Zuzu is so big now, and he looks so much adorable. I enjoyed watching him, especially when he moved his little body to the songs. Like what baby said, this lil kiddo will definitely be a dancer when he grows up. lolz..Short meet up ended with them heading Holland V Starbux, and us, to Azura's place at Jelapang. I was worried coz i thot i was so late. Though its just half an hour late, i was the 3rd friend of hers to arrive. *smilez*.. tee hee. I took lots of pixies at the party, no no, not my photos (ok fine, i did shiok sendiri a lil), but i voluntarily became azura's photographer. superb.
The birthday party was great. I loveeeeeeeee the food. Seriously. The satay, were just SUPERB. And as usual theres the pedas spaghetti(how the toot can i forgot its PEDAS!!), her famous sardine roll, the mee hoon, ayam goreng,fruit salad,bubur chacha and the delicious chocolate cake from Prima Deli. The most unbelievable thing happened was when we (yes, us, the 21-yr old ladies) played 7-up and this game where we have to recall everybody else's names, with whoelse but 11 yr old kids(her cousin's friends). haha. Imagine the 10years gap between us. All of us were like W-O-K-A-Y. We did have fun, seriously. Though we laughed nearly all the time, everytime we thought about it. And I would love to congrat Muneh for being the champion in 7-up(hmmmmm). *grinz*
After the party, Love and me headed town. Thot of catching Pirates or "How much do u love me?",an R21 movie. It'll be my first R21 movie, if we had watched that. But we din *pouts*.. Love wasnt into wasting 2hrs sitting down when we could do a whole lot of things. So we had early dinner next. I satisfied my cravings for pasta with lots and lots and lots of cheese. We had splendid early dinner over serious conversation. I was glad to know that whatever im feeling rite now was normal. *big smilez*. And its not cold-feet, alhamdulillah.. I just hate that word, to tell ya the truth.
We walked around town for hours, watch-hunting. And we have set our eyes on a watch for each of us. They are perfect, And we are not, i repeat, NOT getting a couple's set watches(they are always ugly, i donno why). So yeah, insya allah, those will be ours soon.
Our day ended earlier than usual around 9ish at nite. Love sent me to the door as a gentleman always do. Was surprised to see ayah went out to talk to him.So they sat outside and have a conversation. lolz. So he was getting comfy with my sweet baby. *big grinz*. I like that. And i appreciated it. Knowing how busy ayah is lately and how he usually will not interact that much let alone bond like that with any of my guyfriends, proves how special baby is to ayah and to my whole family too. Love you sayang, *muaks*.
Saturday was another perfect day. Not just because I got to spend my lazy afternoon with my NUS friends at azura's place(doing catch ups and all), not just because, I got baby for myself for window-shopping, nor was it because we found the PERFECT gifts for one another, and it definitely wasnt because i was entitled to a subcard. ehem. But its because i got to see familiar faces, those faces that went through many things with me, joys and sorrows, ups and downs, bitching and prep-talking. And to add to it, they love and respect me for who i am. The excitement and happiness they have for me, was also purely sincere. Thanx gurls. *muakz*. And seeing Love again, that sweet smile he has everytime i told him i miss him, that cheeky grin he puts on everytime he checked me out(hell yeah he still does it.. heh), the same way he kissed or caressed my hands every now and then while driving, and the way he always pushed back my hair behind my ears or touched the side of my face when the lights are red, were just pure bliss.
Im in need of clearing up my head badly.. Has been feeling topsy-turvy.. Still am.
writtern @11:41 PM
Feeling so lazy this morning.. been snuggling in bed and watching tv since forever.. tsk tsk. Shame on me.. *blush*.. Ah heck.. Blame the tv for showing good shows. Rockstar Supernova just ended. And hell yeah im enjoying the show. I aint really a rock chick though, but the way these hard rockers rocked their stuffs on the stage were really awesome. Professional, definitely. So rockstar done, and now contender's up. Yups i love to watch boxing, and to tell you, its way different from wrestling. I can never watch wrestling, i donno if the weird costumes (or maybe just the undies) are to be blamed or because i always feel its all an act or simply all of them look outrageous when they wrestle. Boxing is just different. And this show definitely portrays the real deal these boxers went through. I just have to say I really respect the wives of these boxers. I donno how they could not just have allowed but also watch their husbands battle in the ring. I know i definitely do not have the strength to do that, seriously.
I just love fridays. No no, not just because its the muslim holy day, and i get to see stream of men going to the mosque, nor is it because my mom din work today and i dont have to cook, but because friday has always been the day that my sweet Love is coming back. *smilez*. And ive been counting down the hours .. I just need to be in his arms again. Need to feel the comfort and love. Lately, baby was kinda occupied. Blame the big boss who decided to fly down to jakarta too. hurhur.. But im glad he wasnt so lonely like he always do. *smilez*. And i could definitely sense the happy-him through the phone. hehe.. Whatever it is, i want him home asap. Kinda scared hearing the news bout the earthquake there. Im so worried, nobody can really understand exactly what im feeling. I cant help but pray for him all the time.
Bidding of modules starting soon. I realised that most of my mods i'll be taking alone. Argh.. nevermind, here's my chance to mix around and definitely be so much more independent.. *blehz*. And oooh yesterday, i dragged my ass to school for a quick session with my lecturer. And i bumped into a couple of my friends. *smilez*.. And hell yeah, there were "fresh-paint" everywhere. I couldnt stop laughing at myself while observing them. Relax lah kalau ye pun.. They are trying so hard lah to fit in, seriously, i can just drop down and roll in laughter anitime. haiz.. okie2, enuff bitching..
7hours and counting.. *smilez*
Oh, fyi, my red hot letter is beautifully done *grinz*
writtern @12:07 PM
Its 10pm.. ah heck, CSI can wait.. I just feel like ranting this out..
To you,
You are my close fren whom i shared my joys and sorrows together, and i believed its vice versa too. Im sorry your life aint that happy or joyous or simply nonperfect at the moment. Life is after all unfair. Girl, I am a thoughtful and considerate person.But i cant pretend that im not happy with my Love. At least i dont go around talking bout him all the time, u of all people know, i dont do that. Ok fine, im blessed now. But you know you will find yours, if only you believe in yourself. I know your love life aint what you've been hoping for, but its not your fault, its not my fault, its not anibody's fault. So please, i dont understand the scarsms.. You are miserable because of that *toot*, we know. But you dont have to be negative towards others. Nearly all the time, i felt like as if i have been pressuring myself to make you happy, to help you forget bout ur sadness, so much so that it has become an obligation. I dont mind doing it, but knowing me and how much i am willing to do my best for my love ones, i am always disappointed with the outcomes. I felt like a failure, everytime i realised, i din do good enuff. Im soree, I truly am. I promise, I'll do my best everytime you need me okie. In the mean time, please be strong. Youre in my prayers too okie girl. *smiles*
Ok.. felt so much better alreay.. *giggles*
Aniways, monday nite was gerek. I spent it with Ain and bai. Splendid as usual. We had dinner at this kedai kopi near Ain's place. It was gerek. I got to eat Hainanese Chicken Rice.. woohoo. Quite nice but definitely not as nice as Rex Chicken Rice *hinting my baby*. and Bai ate fries and shared carrot-cake with Ain. The food was a-ok, wasnt that fantastic. After all, its the company that matters. The whole time during dinner, Ain played MP3 songs from her new hp. Ooooh, i just love her hp, its nice and the functions for the camera are superb too. Haiz, a lil jealous coz i haf to wait the end of the year to change my hp. After dinner, we rest for like 10mins before heading MacD for dessert.. haha.. all Ain's idea. Dia dah kempunan ice cream lah..
So at MacD, me and her had hot fudge sundae while Bai just drank milo. Oh, the most funny thing that happened was when we placed our order. I noticed bai was giggling when this nyonya who served us repeated our order.I couldnt hear much but simply went "yar.. yar".. Then bai asked me if i heard what that nyonya said. Before I could reply to her, that nyonya looked at me and said, "2 hot fuck ah?". I went "har?" so loudly and tried my best to suppress my laughter. Bai saved me by saying "yes aunty" and the nyonya did her work. The moment she turned, we laughed out so loud. hahaha.. And bai still got the chix to say "Quick ah aunty, i want hot one".
lolz..
The superb day ended around 9.30pm. We all went home as happy women. *smilez*
3 multishot pics taken using Ain's new hp. cool!!
PS : Btw, sorree to burst whoever's bubble but i aint getting married anitime soon.haiyah.. who started the rumours ni??? tsk tsk tsk.
writtern @10:07 PM
A - AVAILABLE?* Body,Mind and Soul, all for Love
B - BEST FRIENDS?* Along and ain
C - CELEBRITY CRUSH?* Real men - Keanu Reeves and Russell Crowe
D - DOGS NAME?* eee.. im scared of dogs, especially the small ones that run around so fast
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?* Me myself and I? .. haha.. Love is top on the list, followed by ain, bai and illiana.
F - FAVORITE SINGER?* Alicia Keys, Kelly Clarkson, Beyonce, Gloria Estefan, Shania Twain
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?* bears please
H - HOMETOWN?* Singapore
I - INSTRUMENT?* cool high-tech gadgets.. u know what i mean
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?* Cant remember. Long rides make me sleepy.And i ALWAYS sleep in the car.haha.. enuff said
M - MILK BRAND?* Definitely HL. Flavoured ones please.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?* 3 (and of course, im the cutest)
O- ONE WISH?* for now - all preparations and the actual day itself go smooth n well
for later - amazing and blissful married life that revolves around sex, love, money and babies.
P - PERSON WHO LAST TEXTED YOU?* Oh well, my Love
Q - FAVOURITE QUOTE..* ishhhh..
R- REASON TO SMILE?* knowing that my love ones are happy and safe
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD* Nirvana - Smells like Teens Spirit
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP?* 8.30am.. Everybody knows im a morning person hehe
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME?* Im horny everytime i wake up
V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE?* Na-ah.. a true veggie-lover ( Veggie pizza anyone??)
W - WORST HABIT(S)?* I had dis unladylike behaviour where i go "HAR??" so loudly, mouth half-gaping and my face like kena screwed, everytime i cant hear what others talking and of course i do that coz i want them to repeat what they are saying.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?* Once when i entered NUS and as usual, i took the longest time to change.
Y - YUMMY FOOD?* Im a food-lover. I eat everything nice. My mom's and his mom's food top the list. Followed by chocolate and sushi and steak and pizza . No babi-s and oysters of course. And definitely no chillies (I strongly believe it'll give me pimples).
Z - ZODIAC SIGN?* Half Taurus/ Half Gemini.. Bt i prefer to be a Gemini.
writtern @9:05 AM
Never been so pleased with myself. Have been handling everything my own: from the plans and budgetting, to the orders and buying of gifts. And hell yeah, i got to discover how extremely meticulous i am. Well said, just like a p-e-r-f-e-c-t-i-o-n-i-s-t. *smilez*. I definitely cant imagine if im planning for my own wedding. tsk tsk tsk. Oh well, I know my family, baby's and my love himself are definitely proud of me. Knowing how hard ive been saving up, solely on my tuition money, and i could come out with those, its obvious i put great good value to the money I spent. One thing for sure, i cant wait to show my gifts to baby *jumping up n down*.. Been crossing my fingers that Love will fall head over heels with my exceptional gifts.*smirks*. I know he will. A woman with good taste definitely speaks volume. *ahakz*
Lately, Love been asking me if im in love with the preparations itself more than him. Haha. I guess sometimes, i just tend to talk bout more of the things ive done like "hey sayang, i'd ordered the cake" or "baby, i bought those things oredi". No matter how exuberant i am with the preparations, loving my love ones will always be the top in my list. Ultimately, i wont be putting so much effort if it aint for the person I love kan? *smilez*..
Last nite was a great nite out with Bai, Adigun and Ain. Bai and Adigun will definitely be the couple who makes me laugh. Tengok kerenah dorang dua je dah macam episod gelora. *grinz* And the talk I had with Ain at BK, was uplifting. Simply for the fact that i know she listens and she simply understood not just from my point of view but from those who are around me as well. I know there exist people who are simply hypocrites. They told you how happy they are for you, but at your back, they talked craps,jump to their own conclusions and tried their best to spoil your happiness. hah. Immature. And this is definitely why i dont acknowledge them as friends. My perfect life doesnt need these low-lives. They make no difference to me if they exist or not. In conclusion, envy is their problem. *scoff*.
Aniways, im amazed that Ain's family has the same thinking as mine. I know many people these days are not into getting engaged i donno for what reason. If they think its a waste of money, but hey, sedekah orang dengan makanan waste ke? Unless you're lavishing it with hotel dinner tu lainlah cerita kan.. lolz. And i did it using my own money, where rather than spending it on shopping for my own stuffs or waste it for some other nonsense, i spent it on food. I am after all.. unselfish.
Furthermore i can never apprehend the idea of jumping from a relationship to marriage. Dont really know how it works though. If its for a short period of time like less than a year its understandable, but making a supposedly boy-and-girl relationship last for years till you get married, erks.. ok. Im not trying to put down any couples who are going through this but it looks like a big and vague leap. I think people tend to exaggerate like "oh, we are serious" and "oh,we have already made plans to get married" (and it'll be like in 5 years time, *puzzled*) , but when there's no serious action taken that could be acknowledged by both families and anibody around, it looks like a big bubble to me. I know my baby is definitely serious when he said he wants to get engaged to me before marriage. For goodness sake, no guys will get engage to a girl if he aint serious, but having a relationship with a girl will be like b-r-e-a-t-h-i-n-g to them.
But then again, i guess people have their own issues to why they chose not to and definitely their family plays a whole lot of influences in their decisions. From what i can come to conclusion with, it will root down to thinking it'll be a waste or money problems or commitment phobia(pity..pity) or possibly "not-the-right-time-yet" . Well, ive done my own checking, and i dont see why shouldnt i . After all, its what us and most importanly our parents want too. Knowing how my parents are traditional people who never acknowledge a BGR(mine and along's and it better applies to Hadi's and Haikal's as well). hehe.
Last nite was also the ever first time that i went to town without shopping. And its been 1 month since i last shopped. Money is kinda tight for me(apparently ain and bai also *winks*). Sigh.. I know surely baby will volunteer to bring me shopping knowing how much shopping(and food and having him as my company of course) makes me smile. But na-ah, i aint like those girls who dragged their other-halves around to buy for them what they want( a simple example will be a pair of shoes) and erm.. worst still kan, during his pay-day lagi.. Tsk tsk tsk. Even when i have the luxury to do so, my modesty is what i hold on to.
Oooh, on a happy happy note, im all hyped out about the list im supposed to crop up with. Its a list of what we wanna do, what we want our other-halves do for us and what we wanna do for the other. yeah.. Im able to come up with a long list for well, that particular one. *grinz*.. Though Love gonna be back for only a short time, we'll work it out together for sure. And im missing every inch of him. Only god knows how badly.
Btw, Hadi started his NS attachment at Jurong FireStation already. Lucky him. Heard that he will be working only for 10days and his pay will be like 1.2k.damn. But i know its super tiring. He told me on an average, there'll be at least 3-4 calls and there's a limited amount of time to sleep. Aniways, i was doing the laundry just now. While I was folding his bundle of CD uniforms and shirts, i came across this shirt with wordings at the back - "FIREMAN'S PRAYERS" . It wrote..
When I'm called to duty, God. Wherever flames may rage
Give me strength to save a life wherever be its age
Help me to embrace a little child before it is too late
Or save an older person from the horror of that fate
Enable me to be alert to hear the weakest shout
And quickly and efficiently to put the fire out
I want to fill my calling land to give the best in me
guard my every neighbour and protect their property
And if according to your will I have to lose my life
Please bless with you protecting hand, my children and spouse.
I guess sometimes, we tend to overlook some things. It has never cross my mind that these people have real and dangerous jobs.They are more than just Mats or men in uniform. And we need them, maybe not now, but later, maybe not us, but our love ones.*smilez*
And hey!!!!! someone's burfdae coming soon. Cant wait to go to her party, knowing there'll definitely be our favourite food, her dad's most pedas spaghetti, her famous sardine roll and our all time fav ice-cream and chocolate fudge. lolz . And ooh, i'd promised her to bring along 100 strippers to her house on that day. hehe. So yeah, application is now open for those men who are interested. Can just email or call and please please attach your sexiest pose(the one where even halle berry will droolz) okie? *winks*
writtern @11:10 PM
Hasnt been in an uplifting mood these days. I donno if cramps and PMS should be blamed. Someone made a comment tat im on an emotional roller coaster this week. Yeah, maybe. And i hate the fact that I kinda unintentionally spoiled my day with Love, and especially if its the last nite we gonna spend together before he flies off.
These past few weeks, ive went through a few realisations. And i glad i went through it, no matter how emotional i could be. One most important thing: he is not perfect. I aint perfect either. But together, we are one priceless piece of work, so much so that i believe that every fibre of me, is god-made for him, and vice versa. I accepted the man he was, love the man he is and i sincerely respect and am looking forward to the man he wants to be in the future.
Dynamism, well, constant ones , are what we've been going through. I am proud of Us definitely. And im amazed by myself. Knowing the person I used to be back then, wif the long list of trials-and-errors (i still refused to call these relationships) and the numerous "there-but-not-there-yet" dates, im not scared shit with him. Ive definitely learned to look at the future together with him, something that i feel so right and ready for. Alhamdulillah. *smilez*
Aniways...................
To that certain sumone:
Be strong okie. If time is what he wants, then fine, give it to him(but he better be farking reasonable). If he bullshits around, just forget bout him. Move on. You're not 30 yet pe. Keep on scouting for better MEN (Hell yeah.. MEN). I seriously dont understand his reasons(dont think i'll ever acknowledge that as a reason). Plainly said, immature(which is obvious of certain reasons). You should be happy, that God made you go through this shit from him now. Remember, dont waste the preety okie. Dont waste it on wondering and hoping.
and Dear Love of mine, remember this??
"...........Im glad he is an imperfect guy coz by n0w he should have known that i aint perfect either. AND its the little imperfections like these that me n him will have to learn to embrace, accept, fall in love with and come to respect in order to make me and him grow to become better individuals......"
i definitely meant it. *winks*
Oooh and last but not least...
my Italy wins.
haha.. TOLD U SO.
writtern @11:12 PM
Yesterday, one of my wishes came true. I had baby for the whole day.. Yeay.
So here's what we did yesterday. It was different and of course, FUN. *smilez*. Love you ayang.
Well, we started our day with a breakfast together. Well this time round, we spent more time for breakfast. Theres no need to rush. I love it! So we ate at our usual eating place. Breakfast over soccer-talks . And after that, off we went to westmall. Thought of watching a movie but since we watched Superman on its opening day, and there's no other good movies out yet, we cancelled that plan. And where did we go next? hahaha.. well..... We went to the arcade. lolz.. Yes2, the arcade, peepz. Its been like ages since the last time i stepped into that place.
So first up, we raced each other on the bike, and i won of course. Haha, i din play dirty unlike someone tu.. Tendang2 my bike kasi senget lagi. Tsk tsk tsk.. Tak senonoh lah yang.. *grinz*.. Next we raced on bicycle pulak. This time round, penat seh, cycle2 macam nak putus my limbs. Tapi nak menangnye pasal, both of us so enthusiastic about it. Senak perut pun senak lah. haha. And again, i w-o-n.. haiz.. i know im preety good. *winks*..
Straightaway after we were done cycling, baby decided to play pool, where for this, i have to give it to baby. He's just superb and im nowhere near his standard. So yeah, i managed to get all my balls in. But i cheated abit (maybe alot), by moving my white ball anywhere i want. And of course i have to thank my larling yang nampak sah cair everitime i say "please". So he won, nonetheless. Okay. *blehz*
We did the "smacker" next. And this game got me a whole lot frustrated. Kept banging hard without aiming. Okay, so im not the type who aim before she shoots. haha. He won big time, 5 to 1. *blehz*. And to top it off, he played it so coolly, im so freaking jealous. My hands were everywhere on my side of the table, but he could still maintain his position. Eeee.. geramnye! And the most irritating of all, the game turned into me defending the whole time, while he kept on striking, over and over and o-v-e-r again. Arghh. Macam nak baring atas that table je tau, taknak kasi dia strike masuk. Hurmph!
So we ended our day in the arcade with two rounds of splendid bike racing, he won one, i won another.. hehe. No foul playing (maybe once for me. Alah, tolak kejap je, dia pun tak senget, so tak kira) and he sent me home on his bike after that.
Well, thats not all. Last nite after tuition, we had dinner at sakura followed by nice dessert at cafe cartel. We did walked around bt panjang plaza to check out the area. Since the renovation, that plaza is kinda better than last time.. And walking around there, reminded me so much of those days i used to spend wif Bai and Ain after our secondary school days. Brought back nice memories definitely. Am missing u guys. Meet up soon k.
Yesterday was simple yet fun and enjoyable. I know we cant spend every afternoon like that together, but once in a while will definitely be lovely rite?. hehe.. And i appreciate his efforts of squeezing me in during his lunch time everytime he's in Spore; fetching me from home, have lunch and then send me home , all done within his lunch time. *smilez*. Simply said, im lucky.
Oh, and im super duper happy, Italy gonna go finals. wheee.. Hopefully they win the cup, Insya Allah. People who watched the match just now can definitely see how hard my Azzurri played. So proud of them.. And i definitely cant wait for the Finals. Its a match worth watching! Love my players.
FORZA AZZURRI!!
writtern @12:09 PM
Anuar's wedding was a-ok on sunday. I din manage to take pixies coz i left my bag in the car (for some reason.. heh). It was a simple wedding but the decor was nonetheless fantastic. Food was good and Love was happy he got to meet up his old NS frens. I spent most of the time looking at the performance. There's kuda kepang and gamelan. Freaking long, and the lagu memeningkan. Seriously, im never a fan of kuda kepang and thank god neither do Love. So yes, no kuda kepang for our wedding. *grinz*
I wore this yellow baju kebaya modern, which i din think of it as off-the-scale-preety, coz i had the baju for ages already. And when baby saw me, he couldnt stop smiling. He kept on saying, "Ni pengantin eh?". tsk tsk. Thanks lah baby. Was nervous during the ride, asked him a number of time if i should change to something simpler. He kept on smiling. So i got through the day splendidly. Yes, aloof was the key. *winkz*
Ooh. And here's pixies of hadi's CD ceremony. Though he'll always be the Mat CD, we are so proud of him of course.
And to my beloved Ain, im soree im the 2nd to wish u (argh damn!). Im too engrossed with the match. Nonetheless, happy 21st burfdae. And insya Allah, there'll be more burfdaes to come ok. Lurp u girl! and ....... Welcome to the adult world. Ooh btw,the "broke-betty" mountain thingy sounded kinky but i like! haha. *winks2*
Gotta catch up wif u and bee A.S.A.P. Need to do shopping and lots to talk about. (as usual!)
And I hope my baby darling isnt too sad argentina's out. You can still watch my Azzurris wif me k baby. Hehe.. And i cant wait for the friday night out at JB wif ur friends. Nice.
writtern @12:55 PM
Im glad baby decided to stay longer this time round. I know he missed home so much, his family,friends,soccer and Me of course. Ok2, maybe also becoz of the surgery he had to go through to extract two wisdom teeth (and his face is as bulat as mine.. *evil grinz*), he need all the days he could have here, to be pampered by his mom and me. lolz..
Last Sunday, i went out with his family to celebrate baby's dad's burfdae. So we had lunch at ZamZam, suggested by Love (told him b4 that my parents always go dating there.. hehe). It was a scrumptious heavy meal that left everyone so kenyang. Kalau boleh bukak zip seluar, dah lama me bukak dah.. hehe. After that, we walked around arab street and bumped into his makciks2.. so yeah, kena scanned up and down abit but im so used to it now, and furthermore, baby's family never makes me feel left out. Seriously, I feel like Ive been part of the family since forever.. Ooh btw, one of his makcik, was my ustazah back then in Al-Khair. hah! Teringat zaman madrasah's one of the few top scorers dulu. Hmm.. skrg dah a teeny weeny karat. Maybe I should go for the weekly syarahan with Love, like he suggested.
On last wednesday pulak, me, Love and his parents went geylang to look for kain. Love's parents want me to wear the same kain as Love's family, for his sister's wedding. hurhur.. I thought it was so cool and different, and I felt honoured of course. Even my family din think of buying the same kain for Along's wedding. So after an hour of choosing the kain, we finally settled on this beautiful baby purple kain. It was so sweet and lovely. I knew I'll look breathtaking in that. *grinz*. And baby and his dad got this most beautiful pinkish-purplish kain. And i bet this Love of mine will look yummy in it. haha.
And the 3rd time i spent time together with love's family was yesterday, where Love's family ajak me to celebrate his parents' 31st anniversary. Wow.. Long huh? So we went to have a big meal at Bedok's Corner. Yeah, the food there was so yummy. Highly recommended! So we had dinner from 8 to 10.30pm. It was long coz we waited for Mas' (baby's sis) fiance, Izrin. So theres satay, chicken rice, rojak, mee kuah, soto, kway teow and etc etc. Again, i enjoyed good food.. Went home a happy woman, as always.
I seriously envy all these older couples (my parents' generation). They take marriage seriously. It amazes me sometimes to know that, some of them din even know each other when they said their wedding vows but their marriage can last up to a lifetime. I know sacrifices are always made in marriage. There's love, trust, honesty, understanding and respect too. But most important of all, i believe wat makes marriage works is definitely agama. Without a strong base of agama, marriage wont last. Something to think about definitely.
And i cant wait to see Love later and go to his friend's wedding in Jurong. Pixies of this, and hadi's graduating ceremony from CD will be up soon, promise. Talking bout that mat, i missed him alot. Havent been able to spend time with him lately. And yesterday he went to Spa (the urut2 jenis) with his CD frens. I warned him bout the sleezy twist bout this urut thingy. Urgh, disgusted. bluek. But he told me he knew bout it and of course he wont go for such "offer". Well, i trust him 100% bt i dont trust his horny CD friends. hurhur. Better not think bout it too much rite?
Oh btw, i cant help counting down the days when we'll be one step closer.. InsyaAllah
writtern @10:57 AM
