Havent been blogging much as the tags on my tagboard was an entry on its own.No?
Recess week it is..
but it doesnt feel like a well-deserved break for me.
I still code like a bangla.
And its not even for money's sake.
And fugger was an arse.
Blardy authoritative.
And seriously, he msged me more than Love does, which means, way too many.
And everyday, he would ask me to report back to him.
Kepala hotak dia lah.
Ape, self proclaimed leader?
*puh-tuiiii*
And sms like "Check your email.Revert to me your status"
and anything along that line
I.dont.like.that. AT ALL.
So what did i do?
I told him off.
in the email he sent to me.
Entah lah.. cant wait to get this over and done with. He is a serious pain in my rectum.
God, I miss my MCsquare buddies.
the serious us
the coding-party-aftermath us
the second home
Anyways, i went for an interview just now. I dont really know whats wrong with me. Seriously.
Coz the first question i asked him was on maternity leave.
hur hur.
dah buang tebiat.
Orang lain mesti tanya pasal increment lah.. job prospect lah..
and i asked bout maternity leave.
*lolz*
And that interviewer, he sure blushed like hell. He couldnt even look at me in the eye
when he answered.
*grinz*
Oh by the way,
the ex of his emailed me.
heh.
Na-ah, im not gonna post it up here.
coz I.just.dont.do.that.
argggh
1 week of coding done....
but now, im back to square one.
haiyohh
And i did something to fugger, and now, he is not msging me back.
Double wtf.
This is suicidal.
*pulls hair*
And yes, i need to talk to You badly.
Cant remember our last real conversation.
I miss that.
hur hur.
Here i am blogging, when its like 15min away from buka. lolz. No biggie though. I managed to "curi-curi" makan at Love's car just now. Yupz.. Blue days started 2 days ago. Blehz.
Im happy that i managed to terawih the very first night. I was kinda emotional that time while terawih. Couldnt help but think of this ramadhan as the last ramadhan before i become a married woman (insya allah). It is a different feeling, seriously. The thought of my sibilings and my parents, especially my dad, our time spent together. Thinking of all that, those memories i had with them, i started crying. Cried, for the whole 23 rakaat. And i know i havent done enough of my part as their daughter. And i know that even for the whole of my lifetime, my deeds to them are nothing compared to their's.
May I be bless with many opportunities to be the dutiful daughter. Insya allah.
:)
My dad..... he is sweet in an irritating way.
Its difficult for him to tell me that he needs me.
I never come to realise how much he needs me, until Love pointed out the fact that my dad rather wait for me to come home and cook/pack his food/iron his clothes and be late for work.
And its true.
Just now i came back ard 5ish from JB trip to book for our bridal photoshoot, and he was giving me the most masam face, and refused to talk to me. So i went to my mother and asked why. And she said that the reason my dad was in a foul mood the whole afternoon, was because he was worried that nobody will be preparing his food and drinks to bring to work later that night. Haha.
Ooooh, talking bout photoshoot.. Me and Love agreed on having more of a malay-ish photoshoot, coz we are suckers for nice, bling2, super colourful and grand malay outfits. Those chinot photoshoot, where mostly are white plain gowns and their other culture's outfits(especially malay baju) which are usually super ugly are just unappealingly dull and waste of money. Not worth it to us. Aniways,just now, we were so enthusiastic on putting downpayment for our photoshoot, but when we were browsing through the calendar book to check on the dates available to do so, we found out that we just have to postpone the booking. And the reason was, we were tooooooooooo early lah. The dates are only up to end of this year. And we wanted to book for next year already. Cheh. Semangat giler lah kite dua. *grinz*
There are so many things to book and apply for seh.
We've yet to book/apply for
1) the kadi
2) the pre-marriage guidance course (kursus rumahtangga)
3) the bridal photoshoot
4) the honeymoon (well, for the short one first)
5) the wedding outfits
so many things to be done.
goshhh!
I was in the midst of coding when i noticed this..
Wow...
Uhuh *nod-nod*.. I kid u not!
That was like eons ago.. haha.
Now its less than 6months.
*beams*
We are just so tired these days.
Love and his long hours of working from Monday till Saturday and even Sunday.
Me and my tons of projects. Meetings after meetings, codings after codings. Not forgetting my tuition affair too.
So its kinda hard for us to go out on a date, you see. Dont get me wrong, i do appreciate the dinners and the ride home after tuitions. But sometimes, i just miss the romantic feeling one gets when they go out on a date (with the person they like of course).
And so the man asked me out on a date the very next day.
*blush2*
Had a great time last night. And thank god, this man has started to ringan2kan tangan to take MY photos. Coz if you have been reading my entries, and kinda noticing the pictures, most of them are photos of him. Haiz. One of the perks of being my fiance huh?.
So we din go for the routine movie date. Instead, we had dinner of Breeks and Zingdo and shopped around town.
Thank you, Love. :)
akulah jambu.. haha. That was the password that got stuck to me during my huge-ass project last semester. I was kiddin bout it, but my SOC MCsquare group believed that it really was my password. Hmm.. narcissistic me?
The man who needs no introduction. *bluek* haha
Looking at the menu
And so you know, it is never about finding someone new to make you happy/ier. Once you are in a relationship with the one you love and you are committed to it, tightening the loose ends is the answer. You have to communicate with ur partner to solve it together. So baby, let me smack that ass of yours for asking such question. tsk tsk
Along told me once before, that during this course of being engaged, me and Love will go through many hurdles that might lead to us being unhappy and worse, in doubt of our relationship and the future-marriage. And she told me that everytime i am in doubt, i should remember why i love him, and also the reason why I wanted him to be my lifetime partner.
And it works. Thinking bout those, make me smile and happy.
And way way optimistic!
Oh yar, happy anniversary Love! *muacks2*
A few more months to go.. heh
14 hours straight of coding and figuring out the damn database.
My neck hurts,
my eyes are watery,
and i keep on munching the whole day coz im freaking frustrated!
If only we are married now.
I can substitute snacking with sex, right?
Angry sex.
Nasty, yet kinky.
*wonders*
Ok, thats it. I need my rest.
Feels like "bubbling" my partner tomorrow.
He should be punished, seriously.
Coz he hasnt done his part yet.
that fugger.
*shakes head*
the coding-party-aftermath us
