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Monday, July 10, 2006

Hasnt been in an uplifting mood these days. I donno if cramps and PMS should be blamed. Someone made a comment tat im on an emotional roller coaster this week. Yeah, maybe. And i hate the fact that I kinda unintentionally spoiled my day with Love, and especially if its the last nite we gonna spend together before he flies off.

These past few weeks, ive went through a few realisations. And i glad i went through it, no matter how emotional i could be. One most important thing: he is not perfect. I aint perfect either. But together, we are one priceless piece of work, so much so that i believe that every fibre of me, is god-made for him, and vice versa. I accepted the man he was, love the man he is and i sincerely respect and am looking forward to the man he wants to be in the future.


Dynamism, well, constant ones , are what we've been going through. I am proud of Us definitely. And im amazed by myself. Knowing the person I used to be back then, wif the long list of trials-and-errors (i still refused to call these relationships) and the numerous "there-but-not-there-yet" dates, im not scared shit with him. Ive definitely learned to look at the future together with him, something that i feel so right and ready for. Alhamdulillah. *smilez*


Aniways...................


To that certain sumone:
Be strong okie. If time is what he wants, then fine, give it to him(but he better be farking reasonable). If he bullshits around, just forget bout him. Move on. You're not 30 yet pe. Keep on scouting for better MEN (Hell yeah.. MEN). I seriously dont understand his reasons(dont think i'll ever acknowledge that as a reason). Plainly said, immature(which is obvious of certain reasons). You should be happy, that God made you go through this shit from him now. Remember, dont waste the preety okie. Dont waste it on wondering and hoping.



and Dear Love of mine, remember this??


"...........Im glad he is an imperfect guy coz by n0w he should have known that i aint perfect either. AND its the little imperfections like these that me n him will have to learn to embrace, accept, fall in love with and come to respect in order to make me and him grow to become better individuals......"


i definitely meant it. *winks*




Oooh and last but not least...
my Italy wins.
haha.. TOLD U SO.

writtern @11:12 PM