Some things are unplanned..
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Weekends come n go so quickly.. But last weekend were the most intense moments of my life. Saturday was a slack day. Supposedly go JB for sushi followed by swiss gathering for dear old "abang" ijan. Haha funny to see baby all dressed up like a pre-NS boy. *grinz* We wore pink 2geda and all set. Then then.. nothing went as smoothly as we wanted it to be. First, no JB sushi, as both links were all jammed up. So baby brought me to Taka to walk around. Forced me to shop but when u dont have the mood, how to shop kan? So i went in and out of shops, barely looking at things. Juz followed him around. Then we got sesat while searching for the sushi restaurant. Was having such a lousy mood, blame it on PMS. So after rounding tower a and b, finally jumpa, rupanya restaurant kat luar. blehz..
After eating, me n baby went to coffee club, to sit and discuss bout the important things that concerned our future together. I was in the serious mode all the time. We did calculations on a piece of serviette and borrowed a pen from this chinese girl that baby flirted with. tsk tsk tsk.. So 2hours of serious business over mocha and mudpie. By 7pm, all set to move off. Still waiting for ain's call. It was then I received emergency msges from hadi and a call from home. Hurhur.. was frustrated. Ayah wanted me to be back asap to help ibu for tomorrow's important day. Was torned in between. Baby din say anithing. Msged Ain and told her. Was glad she told me i had more important thing to settle at home and i should be going home. So off i went back. Kemas2 like mad and slept early.
Ard 3am, i was surprised to wake up to a miss call and a msg from ijan.
He said "Shof apakhabaran..Ijan sini.. Tadi aku gi makan ngan budak2.. tapi kau ngan seri takda... aku rindu kat korang.. tapi takpe lain kali kite jumpa.. jaga diri beb.. "
lolz.. adorable.. same old ijan. Told him i'll be there the next gathering. Insya Allah. Thought of meeting him up with sri (since both of us aint there), maybe ain boleh come too. But donno coz ain said he's working most of the time.
Aniway, thanks Ain and Bai for the call that Friday. Was in a down mood but calling ain talked to her (and was glad i got to talk to bai too) were simply uplifting. And Ain, what you msged me that saturday helped me alot. I knew that by not going, people will wonder and worse, talked bout it. But you, you made it easier for me to decide. Sometimes you just need someone to say the right thing at that moment where you are simply confused and couldnt think straight . It felt like a breather. Im grateful. Ultimately, i cannot make the whole world understand, i need just a few. Once again, thanks..
One thing i love bout last weekend was everything went smoothly.Actually we are prepared for the worst. But when i come to think of it again, it doesnt matter if its this year or 10 years later, coz ultimately i still want to be with him now and i want to be with him in the future.Nothing will be an issue. And to think that me n him thought that it wont go on as plan, we ought to be ashamed of ourselves.. Its funny when you come to think of it, semuanya lakonan dari Allah. Whatever it is, we were happy with the outcome.
Oh, diamond scouting was fun. I never thought that i'll know so much bout diamonds lah.. hehe.. Such a new and different feeling that got me super-duper excited..such a girlie-girl thingy.. teehee.. Convinced darling that I am not really particular how many carat ke karat ke.. as long as its a sincere gift from him. *muaks* Love you larling..
PS: to yana.. Happy belated 21st bday! Sorreee couldnt come for your surprise bbq. Got new tuition assignment. May all your wishes come true!!
