Friday, March 31, 2006
Lepaskan rindu today.. hehe. Since i couldnt pick him up the day before coz he landed ard 1-ish am.. So i "redeemed" myself today. Skipped genes&soci lecture to spend the whole afternoon togeda.. He came back with alot of gifts. So sweet of him to think of my family too.. I love today. It was perfect and worth it, left me smiling all the way..
Ooh, and i was happy to finally spot baby's selengerness. The night before he returned, i sent him an email with an attachment, which is a poem.. N apparently, one of our conversation juz now was about my email. N he told me he din get wat i was trying to say. I thot he was talking about my poem, but then i got to know he was referring to the msg in the email, and he din even know there's an attachment.. haiyah, selenger jugak matair aku ni. Baru nak buat mcm case romantic gitu.. And it ended up with me telling him to download the attachment coz i sent him a poem.. blehz..
I cant wait for weekend.... gonna be fun.. i cn feel the excitement now.. *smilez*
On a sidenote, i tink my body's biological clock is going haywire.. i noticed that once i past 1ish am (thats the time im the sleepiest), i couldnt sleep anymore.. n i can go on till subuh.. I know its good coz i cn spend more time studying.. but its scary at the same time too. Im scared my body juz gonna break down during my exams.. hopefully not. Now, i kinda force myself to sleep (which never happen before). I tink im in a stress phase at the moment. Life's hectic. Im juz thankful to Allah, i haf baby to calm my nerves and shoo some of my probs away.
Talking bout us, things are smooth... too smooth that i find it weird or hard to believe. Its not like as if im asking for problems or watnots, but all the time i spent with him, i kept telling myself to pinch my own arms to see if this is real.. haiz.. better not think too much. All i knw is im grateful that he's a part of my life now.
On a much chirpier n happier note... finally got my Italia jacket! woooohoooooooo
Cant believe he remembered one of our first few dating convo , where I told him bout how i love to haf my own Italian jersey or jacket and ive been wanting one since sec school.
And so much for telling him not to get me anything from HongKong. Maybe i should use reverse psychology, like emailing him a list of 1001 items i want him to get for me, most prob he wont buy me a thing.. haha.
Ooh, and green cheongsam is kinda hot too.. Too bad i cant wear it to school.. Not that i mind, but i had promised im gonna wear that for his company's functions.. I tink he wants me to wear it for HIS EYES only.
Im blessed peepz.. Seriously, there arent many guys who can tell u r beautiful even without ur make up on and when u r perspiring like some magical waterfall at the same time.. and thats juz one of a dozen reasons, which includes "coz im worth it" t00. heh.
Aniway, I hope U find urs too.
