Monday, February 13, 2006
Last weekend was a busy busy one.. Pesta Pantun for 2 straight days and one Swiss gathering on that sat to celebrate Yan's burfday..
Was super duper proud of PP comm. They are one hell of a good committee. And im happy that FINALLY my whole (well nearly all) JK peeps came down to give their support.. Hurhur. Yeah, tat made me smile.. 6 more months to go JK peeps.. no more shit please.
The burfday celebration at Samar Cafe was more of a laze ard session. Wif the not really delicious food , and sheesha here sheesha there, it was such a good way to relax myself. Though some craps happen, n i thot im gonna like blow up or lost my composure, i was relieved that i din feel much more than juz a t-w-i-t-c-h.. I had someone to hold on too, n for that im grateful.. *smilez*..
And talking (plus a lil crying) to Azura juz help to release all those tension in me.. U juz need someone else to knock some sense to u. Well not juz someone else, but someone who cares and understand, and respect u the way u are, never look down on u and willing to be honest in giving good advices.. Im thankful i haf good and reliable frens to fall back to.. *smilez*
Someone still stuck in Jakarta.. N doing countdown to the day he returns back to spore.. Such a nice guy. Never fails to sms me everi single day and tell me how much he misses everithing bout me.. And he wanted to call me everiday, but i told him to call his Mom instead.. haha. But we did talked once, for me it was a bullet-train conversation, coz im trying hard not to make him throw away his money juz like tat. But its a waste of my effort knowing he's buying me stuffs down there. Crazy guy.. Im still wondering if he's for real..
ooh btw if u wondering where we went that nite, we had dinner at the Tanjong Pagar Railway Station ( he's trying to convince me that the place where Mats hang out, the food are alwys good.. sheesh. ), a cable car ride and a picnic at the beach ( I tink Pahlawan Beach) where he packed tons of food and there's cookies, pies and m&ms and sweets.. haha.
All that on a Mon nite.. haha.. And he made an effort to send me back earlier than my curfew not coz i haf morning class the next day, but the respect he has for my parents for imposing a curfew on their daughter..
Sigh.. dont wna tink too much of all these. I need to refocus on my school and Mr E(yeah rite) and "fishing + appreciating the beauty of God's creations".. Not that im losing focus on all these, just ter-divert to multiple lanes now.. sheesh. Multi-tasking is not at its best now. hurhur.
He knows my soft spot, my weaknesses, my wants and needs..
Old flame never dies, or am i letting it be?
im in deep shit.
