Friday, February 03, 2006
Gonna haf late lunch with monkey tomoro.. yeay2..
he gonna blanja me seh.. *like finally* haha.. so sweet kan? Well he definitely is. He called home and talked to everi one of us everi night w/o fail.. And he made it a point to talk to us in order, like ayah first, followed by ibu then Along then me then Busu. Haha.. cute cute.. Then everitime when he talked to me he'll ask bout school or any other problems. Knowing myself, i would whine bout everithing from A-Z to him(pimples/weight/bimbo-moments & watnots).. And he will listen and tell me not to worry and all. And he NEVER fails to msg me to sleep early (which i usually dont coz who the heck sleeps at 11pm?! sheesh ).
And yana is lining up 4 my bro.. haha.. anibody else? But im telling u babes u haf to wait till after i get a bf ah.. heh..( tunggulah korang sampai Spore snow)
Oooh.. gonna give myself a pat on the back for signing up to help to write/type the pantun for Pesta Pantun.. haha.. dahlah me self-declared semi-pekak. I hope they assign someone else with me oso.. Kalau tak pun.. tangkap muat je lah.. Make it my version lah then. heh. N im definitely crossing my fingers+toes tat i cn get up freaking early.. Haf to report to Bedok lib by 9!! oh me oh my.. i dont even haf school tat early man.. Okie2.. do it for Fez n Muneh.. mesti boleh nye!!
Somehow im glad that i finally realised that by pleasing everione else, i dont get to do or show wat i really want/feel.. Cn feel that im not worrying myself with making everione else except me happy. Seriously speaking, now I say wat i wna say and do what i wna do. Feels so free and light. I tink some people tink that im beginning to give attitude.. ahh heck.. I knw im not jeopardising anithing or putting anibody's ass on the line.. Yar, so no more Ms Nice Shof.. i tink i definitely bite n0w! wo0h0o
N i know im cute (like duh).. Tanx 4 the compliment. haha
