Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Here's to many2 more years to come.. *smilez*Though i definitely believe we are of two different worlds, the emotional support we give each other is just beyond words.. U are amazing, my fren.. truly.
So monkey comes monkey goes.. Saw monkey for 3 short days but it was worth it.. He definitely haf lots to tell us about. haha. Im glad he did enjoyed himself down there. Ooh, and the morning workout he showed me looked like some kind of a freaking gay dance.. lol.. So gonna miss him still.
Got a call from SB ( on his new hp no).. Him being funny as usual, but super nice at the same time.. was definitely shocked bout something though. And was super irritated too.. For him to apologise on behalf of his gf is juz inappropriate, but knowing him, he apologises for everithing.. haiz.. So, his gf reads my blog. How the heck she knows i dont really care, from who or whatsoever (but i haf a few peeps in mind oredi).. And apparently she doesnt like the way i blogged bout her.. I dont owe her any explainations.. Its the world of blogging, girl. There're alwys rooms for misintepretations. Furthermore its my blog, i choose to write what i want, and the readers can choose to believe or accept what ive written.. Like i always tell those people, not happy?, get ur own blog.. Anwy, there's alwys my tagboard to be filled with nonsense too.. Feel free ok.. heh.
Well, so many other things in my mind.. Bengkel penyiaran ard the corner and i cn feel some members of my group are juz aint enthusiastic as they used to.. And to top it all my marketing member juz aint doing it rite and kinda slow and draggy too.. I believe he can do better but i dint understand why do it last min.. And there's alwys that someone to blame on, for giving shitty promises but never keep it.. pitied my PDs and marketing for falling for her craps ar..
I just dont get it why i cant be firm or more in control or maybe fiercer and colder too.. There are dozens of time where i swore to myself that im gonna say it straight to the other party's face, shout or scold or be scarstic or juz make him/her feels as miserable and irritated and pissed to the max as i am (which is equivalent to feeling like S-H-I-T).
I hate it when people dont take me seriously.. DAMN.
