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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Dengan Bismillah

Mulakan dengan Bismillah
Seterusnya niat bertaqwa
Ramadan yang mulia
Akan sempurna

Di malam kemuliaan
Sesungguh telah di turunkan
Malam yang utama
Lailatul Qadar

Turunlah malaikat dan roh
Diizin Tuhan mereka
Membawa segala-gala
Dari setiap peringkat

Sejahteralah malam
Sehingga menjelang fajar suci
Tenteram ku rasa
Di Aidilfitri


I love this song.. from Uji Rashid. It never fails to make me cry.. I miss my arwah nenek Mahawa. Although she's never close 2 me, she has definitely made a big impact on my life.. To see her breathe her last breath away, one day after raya haji, right in front of my eyes, its a moment i will never forget. Never. Now i dint haf any grandparents left.. Raya feels so different now. Ayah is gloomier than ever, but im impressed tat he is still strong. Juz now, when i helped him to place duit zakat in raya envelopes, n when it comes to this long packet envelope, he just stared at the envelope. Then he told me he alwys gives arwah nenek duit raya in that type of envelope.. N he cried for a while.. sedih seh. The last thing i wna see is my parents, especially my dad cries..


Has been in deep thoughts since then.. Time flew fast.. And my parents reaching 50 soon.. the thought of losing them just freak the hell out of me. I think ive been living too comfortably under their protection and all ,that ive began to take them for granted. I noticed a few white hair on ayah's beard just now.. its something new.. last time white hair on his head was new.. sigh..

writtern @8:26 PM