haiz..
Friday, February 04, 2005
In school now.. damn bored.. Khai last minit sakit, me solo-molo down here, among all these chinese peepz who stare at me wif one hell of a look.. Sheesh.. I hate being self-conscious. Juz now in 1231, si somebody smile n laugh. Even talk to me. Woah, okay.. That means i haf to take back everything i said bout him. Shit, i hate to backout on my own words.. But who cares, peeps mk mistake rite.. haha.. I was still piss from yesterday. I met up wif Samuel, to catch up on old time. I was so glad that we can still feel comfortable 2geda aft all the ups n down we had last yr. We hang out n watch the sunset together at East Coast. It was fun, damn fun. I haven't see the sunset like for ages. Ard 8, we decided to went off from there. Everything was perfect and fine till in his car. I couldnt believe what had happened. I wouldnt want to explain it here, coz for what i know, i wna forget everything. Dont worry peeps, i'm still the way i am n u knw wat i mean.. Im juz full of hatred 2wards Sam now.. Juz like that n p00f.. our friendship is gone. Hw can he be s0 stupid? He's 28 n yet so immature.. Gosh, I hate myself for trusting people so easily. I hate myself for being so gullible n stupid. I know i shouldnt have got myself into his life, especially now that he's married. How cn u be so stupid, Shof??
